thanks NUHA ! <3

okay okay , to be honest , this is the first time people draw a face of me or draw something for me . i sangat TERHARU , nuha . thanks babe <3

* time birthday nanti , 1 lagi lukisan okay ? heee :D

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

tarik tali <3

haii ,

so hari ni , ada tarik tali . saringan untuk acara padang . and rabie join tarik tali ! WOAH ! :D sangat fun ohh tarik tali .
usually , i'll say " PUSHH ! " but today different i said " PULLL ! " . HAHA . tapi serious ohh , memang tough . dah lah pihak lawan badan COMEL gila ! before lawan tu , my team dah cuak dahh . macam mana nak menang ni ? but it's okay , we can do it . so, WE WON ! WOOTT ! GO KINABALUU ! memang kitaorang menarik sepenuh perasaan lah en . first round tu , kitaorang tertarik but after exchanged places , kitaorang lagi bersemangat dengan new strategi . but dalam jantung berdegup kencang , tetiba kena marah dengan amoi .
tetiba jek kena jerit " RABIE ! SERIOUS LAH SIKIT ! SENGIH SENGIH ! ." HAHA . how can possibly i be serious ? i was hyper at that time and i am serious at the same time . but my mouth can't stop smiling . hee :D
lepastu , time tarik tu , memang ramai gila supporters . even rumah Jerai pun support . WALAMAKK !
serious ohh , i really felt the strength time tarik tali tu . fushh ! memang nak masuk lagi lah next year (; then this thursday ada lagi , Kinabalu vs Bintang . my captain said , Bintang quite strong and the game will be a bit tougher than today . woww ! so we have to prepare dari segi fizikal and mental . * semangat membara ! 8D

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

give me some rest , please ?

haii ,

I AM SO TIRED ! i just came back from school ! pada jam 6 pm . from 730 am - 6 pm i stayed at school . thank god there were football practice , latihan rumah Jerai , rumah Bintang and Ledang . they were combined together today . i don't know why but they are so semangat-ed wehh ! haihh . actually the choir practice only 1 hour but i have to stay there until 6 o'clock . walamakk ! satu pembaziran waktu ohh . nasib ada amoi and azizi . boleh gossip gossip pasal si DIA . haha . then , this thursday ada choir practice again but i have to stay until 6 because there's gonna be netball club meeting . tomorrow , latihan rumah Kinabalu . AAAAAA ! malas malas . dah lah cite indon terbaru dah start . tasempat nak menonton . haisshh ! hee :D

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

early in the morning

haii ,

so today , i had sketsa practice at 8 am ! OMG ! so early ! when i reached school , there was nobody there except those 2 mak cik kantin . haha . ish ish , masalah duniawi betul dorang ni . then , i went to pasar Sungei Way while waiting others to come . at first , i should go breakfast with my parents but suddenly erna send me a message saying that Sufi and the crew already there . PFFT ! so okayy , fine . balik sekolah balik . practice harini , just for the main characters which i am totally not involved in it . whatever , janji dapat tengok and dapat gelakkan orang . hee :D

ohh ! tadi , kak intan made a lasagna for sufi . ianya kelihatan menyelerakan and mintak lah sikit en then suddenly all the crew serbu . haishh ! fine . share share . well , sharing is caring kan ? haha . and it was preciously DELICOUS ! <3

so tomorrow , will be busiest and the most tiring day kott . stay back at school until 4 o'clock because there're gonna be choir and sketsa practise . pelik sungguh ! this year sangat berjiwa seni . haha ;D

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

take my heart

haii ,

new song ! emm , i think lah kott or i just soo last year . haha . i think this song are cute and sweet . the actual video is a bit tak senonoh and i don't even can copy the code so i have to copy the other video which a bit simple but still comel ! :D enjoy ~

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

(violin solo!)

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

Earth Hour

haii ,

i really support this campaign and i really hope that my family will support too but that's just a hope =__________= my sis very supportive and she's the one whose switch off all lights . then suddenly my mom shout and membebel . SO SCARY wehh !

here's the dialog ,

ibu : HOII ! KENAPA TUTUP TUTUP LAMPU NI ? GILA KE ? KUANGHAJA BETUL ! TANAMPAK KE ORANG TENGAH BUAT KEJA ?
me : * with cute voice , Ala , kita kena support earth hour ibu . kena tutup lampu . lagi 1 minit ni .
ibu : ORANG GILA JEK BUAT BENDA NI SUME . ABES KAU NAK BUAT KEJA DALAM GELAP LAHH ? DAH LAH KAWASAN KITA NI PEROMPAK BANYAK . KALAU ORANG NAK TUTUP LAMPU , BIAR . BIAR DIA KENA RODOK NGAN PISAU NANTI .
ME : * scream with low tone while running to the tv . AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

fuhh , scary doh ! i never see my mom like that . it's been a long time since the last time i kena bebel and jerit macam tu . ye lah en , dah besar . haha . jantung ku berdegup kencang , sekencang hempasan ombak tsunami . WOAHH ! bersastera . RINDUU ~ (;

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

ceramah ,

haii ,

so , about the ceramah . it was so FUN ! okayy , i know , i always said everything is fun . nothing is boring . well , that's me . i get happy easily . okay okay , back to the subject .
Ckg Wan was the first penceramah . she told us about future . just move on , don't turn back if you want to achieve success . it was really motivated and makes me feel more BERSEMANGAT WAJA :D then , Ckg Din gave some speech . awhh , he was totally SUPERB ! he talked about parents and he showed us the give-birth-video . fuhh ! really touched and all of us cried , obviously except that 3 indian guys . durhh ! they're so heartless . but ! the first person who cried just now was CIKGU DIN ! aww , sungguh menyentuh wehh . haha . then , we did some activities which were fun and meaningful . before balik , we took some pictures . i really LOVE that part ! so sweet and memorable . i hope , we'll meet again okayy cikgu cikgu ? (;

ohh ohh ! i got a present ! because Ckg Wan said i'm so supportive during ceramah and time buat activity . heee :D well , RABIE KAN ? haha . emm , i got a mug . that mug sangat COMEL ! thanks cikgu cikgu <3

hugs & kisses ,
rabiehmzh

openday

haii ,

i just came back from school . early right ? well , for the FIRST TIME my mom came early at 940 am . usually , she came when the school almost end . so , when she met the teacher , she BERAMAH MESRA with Mr. Danny . then , after she looked at my result , she seems shocked and starts to BEBEL . okayy , whatever jek . biasa dahh . then , otw to the car ..

me : i told you before about my sej teacher right ? she aspect all students will hafal the textbook . even the almost answers the ticked as wrong .
ibu : * jeling dulu . ye lahh adik . tp time real exam nanti taleh macam ni tau . if result macam ni , teruk tau . u have to work hard on your sej . make sure u improve for the real exam .
me : * angguk . fine . of coarse lahh . penanda dia bukan ckg sejarah yng sekarang .
ibu : * LAYANAN di beri . haha .

after this i got ceramah . so long people , good bye .

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

Happy by NeverShoutNever

lirik lagu ni sangat COMEL ! well , maybe fatin will likes it ;D HAHA .

YOU MAKE ME HAPPY WHETHER YOU KNOW IT OR NOT
WE SHOULD BE HAPPY THAT'S WHAT I SAID FROM THE START
I AM SO HAPPY KNOWING YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I WANT FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS
FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS, YOU'RE ALL OF MY DAYS

YOU'RE LOOKIN' SO COOL YOU'RE LOOKIN' SO FLY,
I CAN'T DENY THAT I'M STARIN' YOU DOWN AND DEN I
I WANNA TRY TO BE THE PERSON YOU WANT THE PERSON YOU NEED
ITS HARD TO CONCEIVE THAT SOMEBODY LIKE YOU COULD BE WITH SOMEONE LIKE ME

I'M HAPPY KNOWIN' THAT YOU ARE MINE
THE GRASS IS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE
THE MORE I THINK THE MORE I WISH THAT WE COULD LIE HERE FOR HOURS AND JUST REMINISCE, A OO OO

YOU'RE LOOKIN' SO FRESH IT'S CATCHIN' MY EYE
WHY OH WHY DID I NOT SEE THIS BEFORE
THE GIRL I ADORE WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
AND NOW I'LL TAKE A STEP BAK AND LOOK IN YOUR EYE
AND ASK WHY IT TOOK SO LONG TO SEE WE'RE MEANT TO BE

I'M HAPPY KNOWIN' THAT YOU ARE MINE
THE GRASS IS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE
THE MORE I THINK THE MORE THAT I WISH WE COULD LIE HERE FOR HOURS AND REMINISCE

ON THE GOOD, THE BAD, THE UGLY
THE SMILES, THE LAUGH, SO FUNNY
ALL THE THINGS WE PUT EACH OTHER THROUGH
IT'S FOR YOU, FOR YOU, FOR YOU

YOU MAKE ME HAPPY WHETHER YOU KNOW IT OR NOT
WE SHOULD BE HAPPY THAT'S WHAT I SAID FROM THE START
I AM SO HAPPY KNOWING YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I WANT FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS, FOR THE RESTS OF MY DAYS

I'M HAPPY KNOWIN' THAT YOU ARE MINE
THE GRASS IS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE
THE MORE I THINK THE MORE I WISH THAT WE COULD JUST LIE FOR HOURS AND JUST REMINISCE, A OO OO.

when the team gathered

haii ,

so , this afternoon i had netball . so fun ! after a long time we didn't play netball together , i do miss all of them and the sweet memories we had . well , actually we didn't play seriously , just passed the ball and played half court because the handball team want to use it . KACAU BETUL ! grr . haha . we laughed all the time ! crapping here and there . we just simply play any positions eventhough they already picked their teammates . heee :D biasa lahh . kami rock ! 8D

hmm , i think , this week is the busiest week ever ! every evening confirm ada activity kat sekolah . i don't have any chance to rest kott ! haih . i'm so tired and the best word to describe is EXHAUSTED !

ohh ohh ! tomorrow is OPEN DAY ! WOOTT ! parents will come and take their children results and hear comments from the teachers and will give us some CERAMAH then baru senyap . dah biasa dah . that are regular things for a student . rightt ? heee :D
then petang , after jumaat pray , i have this ceramah at school until 630 pm . it's for PRS . i hope it'll be good and enjoying or else ! HAHA . BEWARE ehh penceramah tu nanti ? xD

hugs & kisses ,
rabiehmzh

merindukanmu <3

lagu ini sangat sweet and sangat slow . i bet atin wouldn't like it . dia kan screamo ! haha .

Lirik - Merindukanmu

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Reff:
Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana
Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

football match

haii ,

i just came back from school . actually , i suppose to have sketsa's practice today but the director didn't came because he has problems bla bla . so okayy . while waiting for my abah to come , i watched football match . between Selangor Team and my school . WOAHHH ! now i know why guys really addicted and like to watch football ! football is so fun ! i mean the match . unexpected and u'll get angry and excited at the same time . seriously ! especially , when the ball very close to the goal and almost get a goal , then suddenly the goal keeper get the ball and give it to the other side of field which his team's side . GRR ! from end to the end of field they tried to control the ball so that they can get points for that , just so sudden the other teammates spoiled the chance . FUHH ! geram geram . HAHA , i know , i'm over excited . hee :D i can't watch any match dohh . serious geram . okay okay , chill rabie . * tarik nafaass , lepasssssssss . AAHHHHHHHH ~ relaxing (;

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

when dream comes true

haii ,

okayy , actually i really like to act in front of my friends . it's not being fake but act like a DRAMA QUEEN . get it ? so , there's one time , amir arif , my senior , came to my class and asked me wheather i want to join their sketsa or not . well , untuk wakil sekolah lah kan . then , i took the form and i said that i want to join . so , tadi , after form 5 recess , haswan called me and brought me to the prs room . so okayy . then , they said they want do casting to people who wants to join . and , i did . it was SO HARD because i have to act with amir arif ! GRR ! he likes to laugh . what you aspect ? skema sikit dia gelak . sipakang ! haha . then , after the cast , about 10 minutes after i went back to class , erna called me and told me that I WAS CHOSEN for the sketsa. WOOOOOTTTT ! :D i'm not sure about what character i'll be but i really excited to do it ! debar debar to of coarse lahh en . hee :D

so okay . hari ini hari yang sangat mendebarkan dan menggembirakan . ALHAMDULILLAH ! (;

hugs&kisses ,
rabiehmzh

the brain needs a rest

haii ,

so , as you know , i went to the seminar again today . well , it's the last day . quite sad because the teachers are VERY VERY SUPERB and the people there very HYPER . but it's okay , i have to continue my regular life .
tomorrow , i'll be absent from school . hee :D well , actually i want to finish the draft of folio sejarah . my teacher wants to check all we had done during holidays . i just got the lampiran and i do nothing . hee :D sibuk beristeri rehat lahh xD ohh and , my khb also not finish yet . i still got 3 lakaran to draw . fuhh ! i really hate the part where i have to draw perfectly and nicely then only the teacher will give an A . eventhough there's a small little tiny mess on the paper , my teacher will deduct the marks . GRR ! tension tension ! but tak pek , next year , no more KHB ! WOOOTT !! :D

new record ! i just killed about 7-8 mosquitoes in 1 hour . haha . yeahh !

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

seminar

haii ,

okay , today i went to this seminar called MINDA with organized by Buntut Hot . HAHA . okay , tak tak . by Berita Harian . well , so far it's just 1st day but i had fun . some of the teachers are fun . especially the Math , KHB and BM teacher. Sc quite okay but the teacher is a bit boring . kesian dia , layanan jek . u just imagine , when the teacher asked for volunteer , nobody offer themselves . ish ish ishh . ohh , and the audience sangat supportive and funny . best best * thumbs up ! ;D

ohh , u know what , we're just have 3 truly and originally malay words ! they're PADI , BESI and BABI . fuhh ! tak semenggah betul . haha . the other words that we use daily are kata pinjaman from other languages . the most common are from Arab lang , Eng lang and Sanskrit lang (bhs India lama) . shock right ? yeah, me too . unbelievable ! that's mean , we're pro in so many languages ! wooott ! yeay us ! ;D

ohh ohh ! i learned a lot of new words today . well , for someone like me , absolutely new words but for you , they're just regular words , right ? i know , u're so clever , meyhh . haha. i got the words from the science teacher . they're , PLOUSE , BIOMASS RESOURCES , RETRIEVING , INTERNALISE and AMPLE TIME . so scientific , right ? very cool ! :D

so tomorrow , ada lagi . can't wait ! (;

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

keluar jalan jalan

haii ,

okay , let me tell you about today . i went to Sunway Pyramid this morning with teyha , fatin and gha . FUN sangat ! it has been a long time since the last time we went out together to somewhere FAR . haha . well , we watched Marley and Me movie . we're so touched ! it's about a dog name Marley and his master . and dot dot dot . go and watch sendiri lah ! no free story telling okayy ? hee :D we took a lot of pictures , i think but all of them are at atin's phone . so , maybe i'll update later , okie ?

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

no phone for 2 weeks ? :O

haii ,

well , it's true . i'm not gonna use my phone for 2 weeks ! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! i can't live without my phone . it's part of my life right now . like almost everyday i'll use my phone to text people or receive calls or people will text me about school stuff and all . and some of them don't even know my house phone number . ohh , actually my abah will be using my phone since his phone full with water and he has to send it to Nokia HQ and it takes 2 weeks to be done . haiyakk ! my abah already asked for my phone since yesterday but i said just wait until school start . so , i'll be busy with school works and not really care about phone . it will be no wayy i'll be giving him now ! it's holiday , hello ! phone is my life !

tuitt ! OH-MY-GOD ! he's totally GONNA READ ALL THE MESSAGES ! PFFT -,- i'm dead ! haha . whatever lahh , he already checked my inbox before , but chill jek . so okay lah kott . my abah COOL ! ;D

so people , i think , u just can send message after i inform you that i got my phone back or if i send the message first . okayy ? da ~!

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

let it go , rabie

haii ,

emo jap . please rabie , just let it go . just act like nothing happen like olden days okay ? they have their own life , you have u're own life . so just enjoy your fantastic life , rabie . show to them that u're not depending on them . u have u're own life and when u show that they're everything to you , they'll be over acting and will hurt you more . come on , rabie . i know u're tougher than this . just , whatever , okay ? hugah hugah !

* i'm supporting and talking to myself . i'm hurt and i really need to calm down . this is me .

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

lepak lepak

haii ,

tadi lepak ngan amoi , teha , fatin and gha kat padang . fuhh ! release gila ! akhirnya dapat berjumpa orang lain besides family . hee :D dapat gelak sampai tegang pipi , manja manja , crapping , and loyer buruk sume . yeay ! best best . and hopefully tomorrow's planning akan menjadi . nak outing ohh ! nak tengok wayang . cite cite terbaru , dah lama sangat tak tengok movie . kesian gila ohh saya ni :'( just tengok wayang , makan makan then balik . save duit .

* fatin ! jom lahh ! kau bawak rm 15 pun cukup . trust me babehh ! ;D

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

drowning in silence

haii ,

today , a bit different i think . all my siblings are drowning in silence , including me . we're sitting next to each other but keep our mouth shut and i only can hear the sound of the keyboard and voice of people who's singing in the television . hmm , isn't that weird ? we never be this quiet before . like hello ! we're hamzah's family . always chatting , gossiping , bebel-ing , screaming and interacting to each other . especially me , i can't shut my mouth except sleeping time . heee :D

maybe this is what will happen when everbody growing up . my brother busy with his works , my
dad busy with his old sosial life , my mom busy with her house works , my sister at her office , my other sister busy with her kids and me , busy blogging and finding ideas what to write .

actually , this holidays wasting my time . i'm busy doing works which not important to my future life . screaming at my nephew , watching AF concert again again , feeling lazy to do homeworks which i never forget to do before . hmm , am i changing to be someone serious ? eee ! i don't likey . this phase is very tough . i mean teenagers life . very very tough . we're really busy thinking about our own feeling , how we're gonna get so much attention and are our friends still care about us like olden days ? that're what i feel now and it's really makes me sick of myself . haihh , i really miss the old me . seriously ! i never care about what people say or do to me before but now , fuhh ! everything pun nak terasa :O

rimas ,
rabiehmzh

Folio Sejarah

haii ,

fuhh , hari ni pun meletihkan . just now , i went to KL with teyha to find some informations for our folio sejarah . so we chose Bangunan Sultan Abd Samad . sampai KL jumpa dengan U'un , Amalin , Epul and Nas . then , Eka and the geng from Shah Alam datang menggegarkan suasana . haha . then , ktorang gerak Bangunan Samad except for U'un and the geng . kajian kali ni , sangat senang nak dapat information kot ! datang datang , terus serbu gallery . jumpa jien , khaleeda and other SA's . then , we met this tour guide yang sangat vain and gebu . haha . then , dia terang lah all the things about that gallery and about every each of the pictures there . then , ktorang diserahkan kat this kakak . and semua sej pasal bangunan tu , ktorang refer kat dia . so cam senang gila ! and i think , by this week , i can finish my folio . insyaAllah (;

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

non-stop walking

haii ,

fuhh , hari ni sangat meletihkan . i'm exhausted ! one whole day , jalan tak stop except lunch time . hee :D pegi dengan kakak fais , abang Naim , iman , marsya and syira . mula mula pergi damansara . my nephew buat passport . boring gila . tunggu lama ! then around 230 pm mcm tu , ktorang gerak KL . jalan tunku abd rahman . nak tengok tengok barang kahwin . my sis pesan belikan ribbon . dari hujung jalan ke hujung jalan kott ktorang jalan ! memang jauh beribu biji batu ! ;D then , around 5 something , ktorang gerak Taman Bukit Antarabangsa , gitu lah nama dia . round 1 taman tu . taking pictures , playground , makan ice cream . umm , YUMMY ! :D then pukul 745 baru sampai umah . memang meletihkan .

ohh , and after shower , punya lah semangat nak sambung kerja KH , sekali file hilang ! all my documents are in there ! lampiran folio , kerja KH yang almost siap . GRRR ! kecewa gila . i almost forgot where i put my file . i can't remember when the last time i hold that file . i think it's on last Friday . hmm , maybe somewhere kat dalam bas . please lah ada nanti . please please please . harap sangat ! ;'(

tomorrow maybe pergi Bangunan Sultan Abd Samad . cari information for folio . harap jadi . leh jalan jalan dengan amoi , teha , and eka . woott (;

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

holidays >__<

haii ,

cuti kali ni macam boring gila jek ! grr ! asyik makan jek . gemuk balik kang . hari ahad pegi tuition so macam okay lah . hari ni , isnin , tengok tv , online , makan , malam baru kuar pegi SACC mall . selasa , macam takda aktiviti jek . rabu , khamis , jumaat . sabtu and ahad tuition . haiyakk ! memang lah tak da life saya ni . boleh dikatakan azam cuti ni nak menghadap buku jek . pastu kena sound ngan kakak , saya tak da life . dia kata , cuti biar cuti betul betul . time sekolah study betul betul . amboii . chill nya dia . tak ingat ke adik dia ni PMR ?

kalau dah boring sangat sampai tak tertahan dek kepala , rempuh lah umah fatin ke teha ke . best gakk enn ? tunggu lah korang . siap jek makanan . heee :D

ps : harap lah this thursday jadi main paintball ngan ckg zaleha
pss : nak outing ! takda sapa nak teman ke ?
psss : sume orang habis kedit ke ? send msg , layanan jek !

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

forgot to tell

heee :D

ada this activity time camp , kitaorang kena cipta nama group , slogan , logo and lagu . my group's song was like this .

kami ini sangat hebat , janganlah jealous .
jangan ingat kami lemah ,
hati kami tabah hati kami tulus ,
walau apapun rintangan kami tetap lulus .

emm , melodinya macam lagu yang ni ,

" beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang ...... " gitu lahh . haha .

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

PRS camp

haii ,

last friday , i went to a PRS camp which was held at school . boring , i know . but that's only a place , the activities were so fun !

first day , kitaorang kena buat sketsa about social ill . my group buat pasal MAK NYAH + COUPLE LESBIAN + COUPLE yang bercinta kat sekolah . mak nyah dilakonkan oleh my senior lelaki . he was so REAL ! he also wear make up on that night . ahaha . sangat AYU ! lesbian part , dilakonkan oleh my junior perempuan and my senior perempuan which has a short hair . so dilakonkan watak PENGKID . sangat REAL ! eeee ! scary gils . ohhh , i were a COUNSELOR . woott ! memang cita cita ku ! haha . sketsa kitaorang lawak and best . especially part counselor nasihat mak nyah lah en . gedik gila ! xD

after that , ada this group kena denda . then , they have to call anybody to confess that they love that person . well it's just a joke . memang funny and AWW . ahaha . and saya dipilih oleh PRABA . HAHA . tak ada apa apa maknya ye ? kitaorang memang rapat , so cam takesah jek . ayat dia memang ROMANTIK gila !

" walaupun u makin hari makin TEMBAM tapi i tetap i love you " . HAHAHAHAHA . bang bang .
then i replied " ohh , i pasrah ! tiada maaf bagimu " . HAHAH . praba , kita memang sweet and sour ahh ! ;D

second day , kitaorang ada aktiviti " Memimpin orang buta jalan " . the leader of each group has to give comman to their team members yang kena tutup mata dengan kain . semua ketua kumpulan kena bagi arahan serentak . so ktorang yang tutup mata kena betul betul peka and focus . my leader suara dia ke dalam so it's hard for me to hear his voice . then , tengah jalan tu , i stop and jerit kuat kuat " SUFI , TAK DENGAR ! kuatkan lah suara " . haha . then , baru suara dia kedengaran and tu pun samar samar . plus , suara dia ni sama ngan orang lain . memang susah gils ahh . then , thank god dapat ikut the right direction and kembali ke pangkuan ketua . HAHA .

time balik , kitaorang nyanyi ramai ramai lagu Andai Ku Tahu dengan Kenangan Terindah . AWW ! sweet moment gila . time tu plak cikgu tunjuk slide show pictures ktorang sepanjang camp . sangat kelakar ohh , pose candid . haha .
and time camp , i learn 2 words . MANDAT and HUKUM KARMA . haha . sangat cool ohh :D

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

apabila ke-bangang-an menguasai diri xD

haii !

tadi lepas gian ,after a long time tak tangkap gambar . so here are some pictures . mesti korang geleng geleng and akan jauhkan diri dari saya yang budiman ini . haha .

ketepikan , ni hanya di dalam gambar .

peace malaysia ! xD



yeah babeyhhh .

TAK SENONOH ! xD

konon konon innocent . " saya tak bersalah " xD

baru ayu ayu , tetiba , fuhh ! terserlah perangai sebenar . ahah .

muka muka di atas TIDAK melambangkan diri saya di dunia realiti ye . saya sangat sopan dan santun sebenarnya . HAHA . ish ish ish , apa nak jadi lah rabie ni * geleng geleng . haha xD

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

transformasi ;D

haii ,

akademi fantasia musim ke-7 , suatu terformasi akan berlaku . HAHAHA . wahh , this year nya uptodate gila ! mereka sangat talented and berkualiti . ohh ohh , ramai yang hot . heeee :D AKIM AKIM ! ariel tak da dalam senarai dah . haha . dengan sorang lagi tu , yang nyanyi lagu P.Ramlee this week , dia sangat funny and beremosi plus cute . woott ! hahaha .

dah dah lah tu rabie , khayalan tv jek ;P

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

sadness leave thousand effects

haii ,

tahu , tajuk sangat emo and pelik but it's true right ? benda yang menyedihkan tinggalkan 1000 kesan . it's a metafora lah babe ! come one . if it's real , memang semput nak list kan 1000 kesan . haha . but seriously , it's true . when u're hurt then u get realesed and it's really effects all parts in our life . hmm .

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

miserable,

haii ,

haihh , sekarang mood tak stabil lah . dalam bas time pagi , diam jek sebab tak de mood nak cakap . sampai sekolah hyper . masuk kelas , gelak gelak pastu tetiba marah marah . pastu , gelak gelak lagi . then , naik angin lagi . marah marah . haihh , tasuka lah . banyak berfikir kott . tu yang up side down tu .

tadi , ada sesi luahan perasaan ngan danial . this time , both of us ada problem . both pun emo jek . after cerita , both hyper . and danial tu dah macam my second secret plus problems box . saya pun dah jadi benda yang sama dekat dia . pastu tadi macam sengal gila . ada sesi cerita bioadata diri . berapa orang adik beradik , family macam mana , life style macam mana , selalu shopping kat mana . ish ish . macam polis pencen . haha .
danial tanya my background since he's a new friend of mine . not that new , since last year sebenarnya but we're not that close last year . plus , we don't know about each other deeply . so tadi , cerita lah sume benda . agak mengubati kerisauan and kesakitan di hati . hee :)

pelukciumpelukcium ,
rabiehmzh

after test

haii ,

apalahh internet ni . after test baru nak rosak . before tanak pun . pastu nanti before mid term sure elok dah . pining kipala lahh . sekati jek nak rosak rosak . well , tengok lah tuan yng guna pun siapa . memang semua benda pun gila ahh en ? ni pun guna kakak nya laptop . sneak ! hee :D

i think kan , i have to be tougher than before because i think , nowadays it's easy for me to cry . even on a small thing . pelik kan ? memang this year sangat tough and hard ohh . menguji kekerasan hati . i miss the old me . the heartless girl . last year , apa pun orang buat or cakap , takesah . sekati lah but this year , sume benda pun nak terasa and macam sensitive gila . hmm , tasuka ohh . macam manja gila pun ada .

waaaaaa !! old rabie , where are you ? i miss you .

xoxo ,
rabiehmzh

kenduri kenduri

haii ,

malam semalam , mak cik saya ada buat kenduri untuk arwah pak cik saya . so memang pergi lah en . dah lah jumpa cousin sekali sekala je . memang rindu gils . bila jumpa , mula mula pandang nak kerek jek . bila dah lama cam tu , baru ahh gelak gelak , gossip sume en . haha . and ehem ehem , saya kena puji dah kurus . WOOOTT ! tapi cam nak cover kekembangan tu , cakap lah " jangan lah puji , gemuk balik kang " . hahaha . then ada one of my cousins ni , dah kurus gila . padahal dulu gem gem ! nak tanya apa rahsia kekacakan , malu plak . dah lah tarapat . pandang pandang dari jauh je . heee :D

ada my auntie ni , ada bagi nasihat pasal kurus ni . memang tak berinspirasi betul . dialog dia ala ala macam ni lahh .

Mak cik : adawiyah tak makan ke ? ke diet tamau makan malam ?
Adawiyah : memang tak makan malam . tapi dah datang kenduri tak makan rugi . nak ayam goreng je lah .
mak cik : adawiyah ni dah kurus dah . jangan kurus lagi . maintain jek .
adawiyah : ala cik . kita kena kurus and slim and river . sekarang tak cukup lagi .
mak cik : ala dah okay dah . kita ni taleh kurus sangat atau kurus mendadak . bahaya . lagipun , kalau kurus sangat pun tak okay , gemuk sangat pun tak okay . sekarang ni acik tengok adawiyah dah lawa dah . maintain jek . jangan kurus sangat
adawiyah : =________________________=

* adawiyah tu saya . HAHAHA . nur rabiatul ADDHAWIYAH . dalam kaum kerabat je ehh ? ;D

mak cik ni , bagi lah semangat . kita ni bukan leh kurus sangat pun . baka besar ! haha . memang lah mak cik mak cik ni . kalau orang kurus , takut . orang gem , suruh kurus . tak memahami lah otak ini . haha . my parents cam tu . ari tu dah kurus dah . hidang macam macam mknn suruh naik balik badan . =__________= macam macam . hahah .

berdebar-debar ,
rabiehmzh

what is happening nowadays ?

haii ,

dunia dah berubah ! kita boleh tengok kat mana mana je ada penunjuk perasaan . semalam , saya gi KL . pastu tetiba time kuar dari SOGO tu nampak perarakan penunjuk perasaan yang pasal PPSMI tu . apalahh pak cik pak cik ni . bukan dorang yang belajar pun tapi anak anak dorang . ktorang tak kecuh pun . kalau perasan , study math and science in eng lagi senang daripada study in bm sebab for me , dah 3 tahun mengadap Eng-Sc Language tetiba nak study in bm , sure lost . even hari tu , my friend ada tanya 1 science word in malay , dah tatau dah apa dia . and kalau perasan , in university kita guna eng in math and science to sama ratakan level dengan sume negara . if we're not using or learn math and sc in eng now ,we'll never catch up later. haihh , pak cik pak cik . apalahh !

worry ,
rabiiehmzh

pity Syamimi ;(

haii ,

terlebih dahulu , saya mahu awak yang membaca sedekah al-Fatihah bagi muslim kepada Arwah Dr.Syafie yang baru saja pulang ke rahmatullah pada petang Jumaat jam 5 petang .

sigh sigh sigh ,

saya pergi rumah Syamimi hari ni . hati ini tersentuh tatkala mata ini terpandang pada sekujur tubuh yang kaku berada di hadapan . hati ini lagi merintih apabila terlihat anak anak Arwah Dr. Syafie , menatap tubuh nya . air mata tidak lekang daripada mengalir deras dan terus mengalir . walaupun berhenti tetapi hanya untuk seketika . betapa dalamnya kasih dan sayang terhadapi arwah bapa mereka .
dalam benak hati kecil ini terus menimbulkan persoalan . adakah selepas ini giliran ibu bapa aku ? ataupun diri aku sendiri ? sudahkah aku bersedia menghadapi semua ini ? kalau ibu atau bapa yang pergi , cukup sudah ke bakti yang aku lakukan untuk mereka ? daripada 1 soalan ke 1 soalan . menyebabkan hati ini merintih keinsafan . fikirkan dan bayangkan .

* tahu ! ayat memang Melayu baku habis . time ni tengah tengok pidato kat tv1 . hee :D

smile ,
rabiehmzh

analysis

haii ,

saya ada lah jugak buat kajian tentang kehidupan dan actually dah banyak saya belajar daripada kajian yang dibuat .

1. kadang kadang orang yang buat kita ketawa itu bukanlah orang yang akan ada dengan kita masa kita nangis .
2. kadang kadang kita ada kawan baik tetapi kita terlupa nak hargai dia sampailah dia pergi baru kita sedar yang dialah kawan terbaik yang pernah kita ada .
3. kadang kadang kita buat kawan baik nangis tapi tak mintak maaf pun .
4. kadang kadang kita tak suka dengan perangai kawan baik kita sendiri tetapi kita tak sedar kadang kadang perangai kita yang buatkan dia jadi macam tu .
5. kadang kadang kita terlalu fokus dekat kawan baru sampai kawan lama kita lupakan .
6. kadang kadang kita janji dengan kawan kita sampai dia percaya dan harap kita akan tunaikan janji tu tapi kita lupa dan anggap janji tu hanya main main atau menyedapkan hati kawan tu jek .
7. selalunya yang akan nangis sebab kawan buat hal ialah perempuan . kami akan nangis dan nangis dan nangis sampai kita luah dekat orang atau kita berterus terang . walaupun dah berterus terang tapi orang bagi respon yang kita tanak pun kami akan nangis . tak macam lelaki , kalau kawan dorang wat dorang sakit , dorang takesah sangat . after mintak maaf dah okay atau gaduh hari ni , esok dah lepak balik satu meja . sebab tu kalau nak janji/cakap or bagi harapan kat perempuan , fikir 2 kali . sebab perempuan sangat susah nak lupa benda yang menyakitkan dia dan orang yang dia sayang .

semua kat atas ni , saya tak kata saya tak buat . jadi saya harap boleh berubah dan buat kawan baik saya semua gembira dan tak menangis sebab saya . emm , saya tak perli sesiapa tapi ini antara hasil daripada kajian yang dilakukan .

pelukciumpelukcium ,
rabiehmzh

photo shoot

haii ,

today , ada sesi photo shoot untuk class . grr ! apa lah photographer dia . suruh wat free style tapi bagi time sekejap jek . PFFT =___= pastu , dia cakap slow gila . kalau dekat takpek ni jauh lah beribu batu (hiperbola) . haha . tapi agak fun lah . saya bawak camera gi sekolah tapi cam cover gila ahh takut cikgu rampas . thank god , first period was PJK . kat padang so leh lah snap snap (; before tangkap gambar kan , budak budak lelaki cam VAIN , BAJET , GEDIK gila ! my class dah macam saloon pun ada gak ! betul betul kan rambut , siap bawak minyak rambut suma . adoii . tu lah kelas 3 JUJUR en en ? ;D

and tadi dalam class ada lagi sesi luahan perasaan between danial , arif and me , najat and me . haihh , their problems exactly like mine before . so , i think they met with the RIGHT PERSON to talk . heee :D tidak mengapa korang , be tough okay ? i'm here for you <3

here are some pictures .

dalam bas , lepas geram ;D



meet adee . the most blur person i've ever met . hahaa .



najatuRabie <3



SAHABAT <3

emm , epul , ni lah amoi . haha .

itu sahaja lah . sekian .

pelukciumpelukcium ,
rabiehmzh

perlu ada KH ke nanti ? :(

haii ,

today i got my results for BI , SC and KHB . DAMN BAD ! GRRRRRR ! but Alhamdulillah , i got A for eng .

sigh sigh sigh ,

actually KHB is not a subject i'll study . that's the most BORING subject i've ever learn . i think i have to start to like this subject or my IMPIAN to get 8A's will ruine . SC , i just careless and the teacher really strict plus the instructions not that clear . even though my answer is correct but if i didn't show the flow from where to where it's consider wrong . HAIHH . hopefully , PMR will be much easier .

sepaktendangsepaktendang ,
rabiehmzh

mom's big laugh

haii !

just now , teyha , fatin and gha were lepak-ing at my house . actually they wanted to eat at my house . so okay . plus , there are a lot of food today cause ada tetamu . then , time lepak lepak si gha buat GOSSIP dan dakwaan tak berasas . KUANGHAJO ! ahaha . time ni , dia tengah tngk my sis's wedding card . then suddenly my mom talked about body size and she asked gha if gha got BF or not .

then si gha ni gi jawab " tak da , tp rabie ada . dia LAKU oh sekarang " . semua macam terkejut gila and my mom macam " betul ke ? rabie ni dah ada boyfriend ? " . then my auntie leh cakap , " ohh , patutlah rajin pegi jogging . sampai tak makan malam suma . rupanya ada boyfriend " . pastu gha leh sambung " time yang jogging hari tu , ha boyfriend ada " . =______________= GHA ! KAU MEMANG AHH ! hahaha . sengal .

then , tetiba gha kata pasal pengapit lah . who'll be my pengapit time kahwin nanti . between dia , atin and teyha . pastu boleh plak dia kata , " kalau atin kuat makan , taleh taleh " . then i said " kalau gha lagi lah taleh , wat malang wedding jek " . pastu , okay ahh . teyha jek yang paling okay . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA ! bangang gila dohh tadi ! my mom yang gelak paling kuat sekali .

haihh , sumpah takut kott because before this my mom pernah marah tau if my dad asked me whether i got a boyfie or not . sekali dah tengok dia gelak cam tu , gelak lah , join sekaki . EEEEEEE ! gha kau memang ahh . tetapi memang fun ahh . haha . before balik tu , fatin kata , " aiyok gha , abie berdendam " . hahah . then gha kata " ala abie , jgn lah dendam ngan aku . lawak je lah " . hahaha . tau takut . sipak buntut ang ! xD

pelukciumpelukcium ,
rabiehmzh

march already ?!

haii ,

boleh percaya tak sekarang dah mac ? OMG ! masa berlalu macam tiupan angin . kita rasa sejuk sekejap jek . kadang kadang tu tak sempat pun nak menikmati kedinginan angin . macam bulan Februari . rasa macam tak melalui pun bulan tu . suddenly , tulis tarikh ' 1/3/09 ' . wohh ! bila fikir balik , patutnya hari hari diisikan dengan perkara indah sebab masa mencemburui kita . hmm , and untuk buat nervous datang , PMR lagi 180 hari . padahal kan hari tu kira ada 270 hari . haihh , i'm wasting my time on lousy stuff . i think i must stop doing those kind of things . after this , kena lebih banyak study , fokus and kena lagi kuat jati diri . kalau tidak , musnah result . tetapi text ngan kawan kawan taleh kurang . more more more ! baru lah release . heee :D

pelukciumpelukcium ,
RabieHmzh