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26 January 2010

Spontan

hey,

today i stayed back at school. well, we're supposed to have latihan rumah sukan today but canceled because it was raining. so, while waiting for 330 pm, i went solat and met Yusra. she asked me, wanna join choir audition or not ? and i was like, WHEN ? but many people said, majority in choir team are chinese. then Yusra insist to join and asked me to join her. so why not kan ? so, at first, i thought i wanna sing Russian Roulette but suddenly i felt that that song is so high and my voice will sound very hancur. so during audition, i sang You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift. then i saw their faces were like amazed with my voice. HAHA. then on the way out of the hall, there were 2/3 chinese guy high-five me and asked me to duet with them later. haha. comel jee.

tapi taktau kenapa, selama practice singing tadi, orang ingat kat Hanisah je. well, kan she's a singer. wish she was there :'( but thanks to her gak, everytime i lepak with her, we'll sing a lot of songs :D


so, that's all. TATA (:

Missyou, Loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah

25 January 2010

teen's life

" kau akan mula pandang lelaki dari pandangan yang berbeza. dah muncul naluri lain bila kau pandang lelaki. "

ayat orang tua tua, jangan pernah ambil ringan ye anak anak ? (:

so today, since Hanna is sick and didnt come to school today, i lepak with Lin during assembly. she told me about her life and all. what she does every weekend. its kinda fun talking with Lin. she's talkative. sumpah. i think, she's even more talkative than i am. sumpah ! haha. she can tell you everything without even you asked. haha. and Adon was right, i can get along with Lin easily (: then, the whole day, i spent my time with Intan, Syaza and Ain. i think, i TER-teach them to be sarcastic and kacau orang laa. today, im the prey. but takpe, i can handle la this small matter. haha.

*Najman, nanti if kita lepak together, aku akan story pasal kau kat blog. for now, dah lama tak hangout nga nkau, so, all i can say is I miss you (: awww, rabie sangat sweet. haha

Missyou, Loveyou,

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

24 January 2010

Natural Talent

hey,

yesterday, i went back to KJ. and it was worth it ! but first of all, i wanna say, SORRY ESAH, aku tak jumpa kau this weekend. InsyaAllah, if next week balik, kita outing k ? so anyway, i hangout with Un, Epul, Nas, Amalin and Ami. and Nas thought me how to ride a motorcycle and tak sampai 5 minutes i can ride it on my own. well, NATURAL TALENT. haha ;D thanks banyak gila Nas (: then, petang, went to pasar malam with Un, meet up with Teha, Amoi, Fatin and Gha there. even though kejap gilaa, but we had fun together. kejap tu pun, dah gelak macam orang gila kat tepi jalan. haha. rindu dah korang :'( so, this weekend, superb ! <3

* i got my PMR present tadi ! W395. thanks Abah ! <3

Missyou, Loveyou,

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

22 January 2010

Random

emm, korang, jom lepak LepaQ tomorrow afternoon ? dah lama tak hangout ramai ramai. rindu oh ! last time, ada Esah, Najat, Adee, Izzy, Syahey and Acap jee. Izzat sorang je i havent met yet. jom ?

Hani, about klcc tu, i'm not sure yet. i'll text you around 12 k ? nothing to rush kan ? dating je kan ? haha.

Un, i know you have a lot of things to tell me. if aku balik kj, i'll go visit you at home. dont worry (:

Amoi, Teha, Atin and Gha. kita dah lama gather kat mamak en ? jom wehh. sumpah rindu <3

this video was taken on 25th Dec 09. the most amazing, best, unforgettable day in my life or maybe OUR life. kan korang kan ? <3

Missyou, Loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah

Perpisahan itu pasti

hey,

my classmate, Amin is going to Technical School in Perak this Monday. so this morning was the last i meet him. its kinda sad because i baru wanna get to know him but he has to go. it's okay, its for your future. kan ? i know you'll never read my blog but i just wanna say, all the best to you Amin. Hope you'll success in everything you do (:

esok, i'm not going to restas desa. malas + nak pegi Giant KJ. and MAYBE will overnight at kj. MAYBE. haha. Najat said i've changed. entah. haih. serabut.

" awak jaga diri tau :) "
:')

Missyou, Loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

21 January 2010

hancur

heyy,

i just finished my dinner and i think, i just broke my diet. i ate McD ! prosperity burger ! diet coke and curly fries ! omg ! and and mcflurry ! hahaha. then after dinner, i just realised that i can take fillet-o-fish as dinner. haha.

okay, school. Pn Zahawiah, my bm teacher told us that there's a competition about writing a letter to our Prime Minister. WOAH ! when i heard that, i was so excited to join ! its damn cool ! Prime Minister will read our opinions and suggestions to improve our country. wow ! so, tomorrow, we'll do essay in class then after that, she'll edit here and there and send it to minister. OMG OMG. best gilaaaa :D

ohh, still remember my old post that there's a guy looks like Afiq ? yeaa, his name is Adon (nickname). haha. tau tak , dia kenal Epul and Hakeem (friends in KJ) ?! i was shocked and happy gila when he told me that he's their football friend. what a small world. and they met many times before at Sunway Pyramid. woaah. haha.

just wanna let you guys know my good friends in Kemuning now (:

Intan, Hanna, Puteri, Syaza, Lin, Anis, Amanda, Yusra, Shakina, Nadia, Izzat, Afif, Adil, Luqman, sapa lagi ehh ? hmm, ramai lagi but i cant memories all of them. sorry ! :B

*hani, i knew the story ! najat told me. OMAGAD ! HAHA
*kat sini, susah nak cari public transport. susah nak keluar. damn. rindu kj <3

Missyou, Loveyou,
Rabie Hamzah <3

20 January 2010

Quote

heyy,

somehow i like my BM teacher, Puan Zahawiah. she gives us nice quote about time and to me, everything that she says brought very deep meaning.

" Masa itu degupan jantung. apabila ia berhenti, kita mati. jadi jangan bazirkan masa."

woaaah ! kan bermakna gila tuu. eventhough her style macam kerek kan but she's nice. and ada this one time, i said "bye cikgu." then suddenly she said, "guna bahasa melayu laa. kan saya cikgu bahasa melayu." then i was like " ohh. selamat tinggal cikgu." then dia gelak pastu tanya, "awak nak pergi mana ? sampai selamat tinggal ?" hahaha. comel la cikgu ni.

okay okay, today's story. i always kena kacau dengan the guys. ada ke patut time kelas agama, i think Amin kot bawa buku doa. then, Izzat, Amin and Afif kept asking me to read the doa that they choose. and every doa that they chose, mesti pasal bersalin laa, kandungan laa. ceit ! hina betul. hahaha. and i was like "sabar rabie sabar." then dorang, "kejap kejap. ktorang cari doa sabar untuk kau. haa, nah nah. baca doa sabar ni." -,- haha. sekeh kang.

so this weekend, i MIGHT not going back to KJ. because Saturday morning school got Restas Desa and i wanna see how the event goes. then that afternoon, Syaza, my classmate ask me to accompany her to OU. then, on Sunday, Puteri and gang invite me to join them to go JJ Bukit Tinggi. hmm, i'll think about it. okay laa. challo (;

Missyou, Loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

19 January 2010

Im tired

heyy,

today got latihan rumah sukan. so i stay back at school with Intan. I went home at 530 pm. damn tired. i think, hw will be postponed to tomorrow night. sigh. so tadi, time latihan rumah, the teacher did lompat jauh, lompat tinggi, lontar peluru and lempar cekera. lempar cekera is a new game for me. so, im kinda jakun just now and was so excited to try then later, i tarik diri from taking part in lempar cekera. haha.

studies. so far everything is just fine. cuma add math stuck here and there and physic, not understand at all, yeay. tu je laa. friends, they are multiples everday. so, im not lonely anymore. Alhamdulillah. but dont worry, i wont forget YOU PEOPLE in pj :D

MRSM result will come out on 1st Feb. im so nervous and i really hope my permohonan will be accepted. wish me the best (:

Missyou, Loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

So far,

heyy,

school was just okay. well, i had a stressful day. maybe because im kinda sleepy this morning, so even the easy things in Chemist got messed up and i cant grab it easily. sigh. then, during Sej, there were presentations from classmates. damn boring, so i had a nap. best :D after recess, im kinda fresh and back to normal. haha. then suddenly, there was Physic class and it spoiled my mood. i dont like my teacher. she teaches us very fast and i really cant get what she thought today. so i expressed it through my face la kan. then she asked "are you understand what i'm talking about ?" then of coarse i geleng and so other friends. we said many times that we dont understand kan. then suddenly she gets angry "apa yng kamu tak paham nyaaa ?!" dah sudah. memang takan tanya lagi laa. damn. i need tuitions. especially for Physics. i told my Abah and maybe i'll join Cikgu Zee's tuition.

add math is easy but i dont why suddenly every question that i do, will stuck halfway. Mrs Rukumani, i need you ! ;D

Missyou, Loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

17 January 2010

Routine

hey,

so as usual, i spend my weekend in Kelana Jaya. my weekend started with seeing my beloved friends at Sri Permata. awww, miss that SCHOOL so much. the court, field, places we used to lepak, the canteen and the teachers. haha. chill chill. not to forget, friends there <3 Hanisah, Amoi, Izzy, Wardah, Ilyas, Bayazid, Najman, Acap, Syahey, Kimy, Maisarah, Kecik, Ame, Haris, Imanul, Amira, Izzati, Safika, and Mr Danny. RINDUUUU !

then after that, i spent time at Hanisah's house with Wardah and Amoi. best best. we straighted Wardah's hair and cut her fringe and suddenly she turned out to be a girl. HAHA.


then, went to Iman's house to pick her up for dinner. then, met up with Epul and Nas. we had dinner together. Nas lied to Hanisah many times but she kept trusting every story that Nas tell. haha. sorry Niesah (; after dinner, when Un's house and we got a bad news from her. she had to move to Melacca. sigh. she cried and now she feels what i felt when i was told that i had to move. takpe Un, we'll keep in touch <3

oday, went to Teha's house. rindu diaaaa. kesian dia. she faces a lot of stress now. so, we talked about everything that happened to us last week. panjang cerita tadi :D before i went home, i joined Silent Figura's jam session. no new song. boring ! haha. jk ;P


then balik. yeay. fuhh. panjang. dah laa macam karangan sekolah. damn. nak baca dictionary la lepasni. tata (:

Missyou, Loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

15 January 2010

Madu Bulan

hey,

first of all, i wanna say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHAI ;D jangan salah faham, orang dah wish dia sharp 12 am eh. hee (: aku takde kat kj untuk celebrate birthday kau weh but aku promise, nanti aku belanja Nasi Goreng Hainan 2. dont worry. kenyang kau sehari (:

so far, school is okay. i had fun friends with Intan, Hanna, Puteri and their friends. oh and, im starting to get close with the guys in class. they are okay. its just that, we are new to each other. so, at first memang awkward. maybe, later we're gonna good friends. who knows ? hmm. ohh ohh ! there's a guy, he is Hanna's best friend, Adun eh weh ? haa, he looks like Afiq ! sekali pandang laa. bila dah lama lama tu, takde laa sama sangat. haha.

ohh and, tomorrow im going back to KJ. woo-hoo ! thanks Abah <3 he is really understanding laa nowadays. maybe because i tell him everything that happen in my everyday life and maybe because im facing a really challenging phase now. so he dont want me to hanyut and always gives his full support. Aww :')

hw kena siap kan malam ni jugak ! kalau tak, memang menggelabah Ahad ni. dah laa sume pun essay. haih. go rabie go ! ;D

Loveyou, Missyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

12 January 2010

Grateful

heyy,

i must say that im happier in SMK Kota Kemuning even though SOME of the people there are not like people I used to live with. but it's okay. i'll try to follow their way so that i'll fit in. but somehow, when im here, away from YOU PEOPLE, i appreciate our friendship more. seriously. because only now i know, how hard it is to find friends that really suit me. its not that, in my new school none of them suit me, its just that i haven't found yet. well, baru 7 hari pun. so, i can't judge too much. maybe after several months, i'll be okay. but, im still hoping that i'll get boarding school. i pray to Allah almost everytime i solat. i wish that i'll get boarding school, i'll be happy when im there, i'll get good friends and i hope i'll be smarter and be more discipline. sekarang kan manja, every chores pun, my ibu will do it. so, i dont want that to be forever. kan dah anak dara. haha.

ohh ohh, do you know that in SMK Kota Kemuning, for form 1, ada 12 classes ? yeaah. banyak gila en ? even the seniors here pun curious why suddenly a lot of students registered here this year. below here, are the name of classes at new school. they name it sempena nama bunga. but those names on for form 1-3. form 4 and form 5 based on what stream we take.

Aranda, Doritis, Eria Liparis, Mokara, Nervila, Oncidium, Renatanda, Tania and Vanila. WOAAH ! haha.

by the way, today got Rumah Sukan punya meeting. i'm in Rumah Purple. YEAY ! Intan and Shakina are also in that rumah sukan. so i got friends and takan bosan nya. and and i signed up for Lontar Peluru, Tarik Tali and Lempar Cekera. Lempar Cekera is a new game for me. thats why i'm kinda excited to join. haha. habes laa rumah purple, haru biru lepas ni. he he he :D

I miss 3J 2009. I miss my girlfs and i miss the guys too. did i ever tell you that in new school, i only have 1 good guy friend ? alaa, itu pun lembut. haha. and guys here, most of them are shy ? yeah. so, sometimes i feel that im in a girls school. haha.

ohh and one more thing, yesterday Puteri asked me wheaher i wanna take Tasawur class or not and i said... YES ! i wanna try to take that class. why not kan ? cukup kan 10. but after i studied Bio chapter 2 yesterday night, i became 50-50. Bio has so much to memories and read. but its okay, i'll try to do my best. if tak mampu, then drop je laa. form 4 and form 5 en best. suka suki je leh drop subjects yang kita tanak. hee :D

Missyou, Loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

11 January 2010

Progressing

hey,

so today was fine. and its better than last week. and got good friends now. yeay. i've started to laugh and talk a lot again. well, thats a good thing right ? rabie is not a silent girl as you all know laa kan. haha. today, i learned physics, damn hard and that teacher was so fast. sigh. eng, sej and chemistry were okay. i try to understand those science subjects slowly. bio, even chapter 2 dah panjang gilaa. and im studying like i have another PMR this year. hahaa. kan this year is not a honeymoon year. so i have to study like orang gila to actually 100%-ly get and understand the basics. so that when im in form 5, i dont have to menggelabah en. haha.

ohh ohh, my good friends kat SMK Kota Kemuning are Intan, Puteri and Hana. yeay ! Hana, i know u'll read my blog. bangga laaa you ? haha.

Missyou, Loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

10 January 2010

My weekend

heyy,

all i can say is, my weekend sangat superb ! i met my SP's friends. Only God knows how happy i am to see them. I miss them damn so much ! sumpah ! rindu gilaaa ! finally i can laugh out loud. i miss laughing mcm orang nazak. HAHA. thank banyak gila korang <3

http://hanisahasan.blogspot.com/2010/01/satu-campur-tujuh-kosong.html

then, after that, i went to Epul's house to belanja him dinner laa konon. that was the original plan but suddenly he said he had dinner with his family. i dunno bcse bettery hp was empty. pastu pastu, tetiba Uncle Shariman invited me to join their dinner. and i was like, HUH ?!! 0.o tapi lepas dipujuk oleh uncle pastu hujan plak, join je laa. heee :D KENYANG GILA ! kuey tiaw besar, sorang satu. pergh ! thanks uncle (: after that, went to see Nas then pergi umah Un. then lepak, kejap kat bawah blok then gi jumpa afiq then balik. yeay.

then, this morning, i went to Teha's house. i woke Amoi, Fatin and Teha up. if tak, memang tengah hari laa korang bangun en ? apa nya anak dara laa. hahaha. and harini asyik kena belasah ngan Fatin jeee. but but the best part was when i slap her ! omg ! best gila ! hahaha. and korang, aku had fun gila harini. miss korang already <3

Missyou, Loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

08 January 2010

(:

heyy !

i cant wait to balik kj and meet all my friends and tell them about my new school. sumpah ! tak sabar gilaaaa !

Rumusan

hey,

so finally the weekend has come. this week sangat slow and sangat tough and sangat banyak air mata. sigh. so, as you people yang read my blog knows, im in new school, new enviroment, new friends and how tough this week to me. so, secara ringkas, this week sangat critical but ended up with something good. do u remember my last post ? it says that i have a new friend and she's talkative tuu ? yeah. today, she introduced me to all of her friends. she is damn nice. hee (: thanks Puteri. oh and her name is Puteri. haha. koko will start tomorrow and im not going. why ? because im going back to KJ tomorrow ! YEAY ! :D :D :D

Missyou Loveyou,

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

07 January 2010

Damn Kurang Ajar



this girl memang berani betul laa. heishh. dah la tak minta permission. heishh.

but somehow, dengan title macam tu, i miss Jaya Ram <3

Hari ini

heyy,

today is much better than 2 days ago. i got one new friend. and she is talkative and nice but she's in Sub Sc class but its okay. i still can meet her during recess. hee :D we use KITA AWAK. comel kaaaan ? i am so innocent laa at new school. haha. ohh now dah belajar almost all of the subjects and to be frank, chapter 4 Add Math, senang. haha. finally korang dapat good news from me. hee (:

*Alhamdulillah. Thanks Allah for giving me some happiness <3

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Ngada

hey,

yesterday i had a conversation with my ex classmates. and they berjaya to make me cry. yeay. haha. i dont know that they are very sweet and nice before. then yesterday, they said that they miss our last year's class, 3J. they also miss me. awwww :') all these while, i thought im the only person yang perasan and miss our moment together. and i was totally wrong la kan. korang ni laa. and Acap gave me this song 'Tinggal Kenangan'. he said, after he listened to this song, all that he thinks was 3J :'( Acap niiiiii ! damn. dengar laa k and hayati lirik sekali. and imagine you at my place (:



Missyou Loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

06 January 2010

ehh ?

hey, do you notice that today is 6th January 2010 ? do you know what is that mean ? omg. slow gila korang ni. hahah. today is NURFATIHAH BT AHMAD SENUSI's BIRTHDAY LAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEHA GEDIK, PERASAN, PANDAI, PENDEK, 'LAJU' AND SAYANG ! i wished you midnight kan ? but its okay. i wanna wish you again. Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, sihat tubuh badan, dikurniakan akal fikiran yang laju dan mudah menerima pelajaran. Semoga berjaya dalam semua benda yang kau buat. Semoga gembira and ceria selalu. Semoga hidup kau diberkati Allah selalu. Semoga kau dapat jadi doctor mental nanti ! AMIN AMIN AMIN ;D and the most important thing is SEMOGA PERSAHABATAN GILA KEKAL SELAMANYA. dont you dare forget about me wehh. sayang kau <3

waaah ! panjang gila. ni version melayu laa. kat msg version eng and pendek. so tak puas. haha. terharu tak Teha ? nanti kita outing, aku belanja kau wayang k ? bday present ;)

Missyou loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Cant Make It

heyy,

this morning, i went to Sri Permata, my old school to take some documents. i reached there right after recess. i only saw Shahirah and Rosyiidah and met Intan, Amoi and Wardah. i wish i can meet everybody. all those loudspeakers but unfortunately, they went back to class too early. nerd dah ke korang ? haih. but its okay, maybe not this time kan ? redha. i'll try my best to balik kj this weekend. tak tahan. sumpah. rindu 1000 times <3

on the way to meet Mr Danny, my ex form teacher, i met Mrs Thana, my ex BM teacher. dia makin lawa ;D

MrsThanaMe

haai Puan Thana ! ;D
ehh, hai Rabiatul. kenapa pakai macam ni ?
Saya dah pindah sekolah laa cikgu.
Alaa. kenapa pindah ?
Pindah rumah la cikgu.
Mana ?
Kota Kemuning, Shah Alam.
Ohh, rumah besar laa ? haha. alaa, nanti sunyi laa class. rindu laa saya nanti kat awak.
Awwhh, mesti sekolah pun sunyi kan cikgu kan ?
Tu laaa. ehh, saya simpan lagi tau picture you tido dalam kelas haritu.
HAH ? cikgu simpan lagi ? hahaa. malu nyaaa.
HAHA. okay laa, saya ada kelas ni. byee ah. take care.
hahaha. okay cikgu. byeee (:

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

05 January 2010

A lonely girl

hey,

i never felt this way before. i feel so lonely and miss my friends like orang gilak. i sit alone during recess which i never ever imagine or think this thing will happen to me. i imagined the old environment i used to live in. i usually ate with my friends. chit chat about everything that happened around us and laughed out loud. argh, i miss those moments. while i'm imagining those moments, suddenly my eyes full of tears and i wish i got accepted to boarding school. sigh.

" i went recess alone today.
i ate alone. i talk to no one.
i feel like crying. i miss my friends. badly.
i wanna be with them again.
i wanna talk to everybody like there's no fullstop at the end.
i wish i never moved away. if i get boarding school, i'll go. i dont care anymore. as long as i get my old me and my old life back.
I MISS YOU LIKE ORANG GILAK ! "

* i wrote this right after recess. i wanna talk to someone really badly but no one there for me. just Him. YaAllah, help me, please.

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

04 January 2010

Form 4 Science 3

heyy ,

so my first day at new school was okay. people there are typical. nothing special , for now. hee :D oh and i take pure sc. waah ! the first subject that learnt today was Chemist then Sej. after recess Eng and Physic. We did some notes for all the subjects. Introduction to chemist and physic. my sej teacher already asked us to do an essay for chapter 1. what the ... ? laju gila kaaan ? woaah ! what a day. then, my eng teacher, asked us to do an essay on the spot and pass it up at the end of our class. fuhh ! i've never did that before. but since i'm a nerd just now, i berjaya finish my job. yeaay me. haha. so yeaah. that's all for today. challo.

ohh, i made friends too. but yang banyak cakap with me only 2. Hazirah and Intan. they're nice. tapi relax je dulu. baru first day. maybe later we can be good friends. who knows kan ? but don't worry. PJ's friends lagi superb. RINDU KORANG MACAM ORANG GILA ! <3
Rabiatul Hamzah <3Justify Full

03 January 2010

A Big Day

heyy ,

so tomorrow is my big day. i'm gonna register as a new student at SMK Kota Kemuning. i really hope that people there are just like my friends at PJ. seriously. i'll remember JJ's advices tomorrow and selama i'm a newbie there. i'm gonna act naturally, follow the flow and speak using their language. i'm nervous , REALLY nervous. i hope they will accept me and welcome me with a warm punya salam perkenalan. haha.

maybe tomorrow or day after tomorrow, i'll go to Sri Permata to serahkan my form and take all my documents yng left behind. yeaay ! dapat jumpa mereka (;

malam ni tido awal. esok nak bangun pagi buta. tata :D

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Susah nak percaya

i posted a wall post just now.' "hai, nama saya Nur Rabiatul Addhawiyah bt Hamzah. pelajar baru di sekolah ini." too formal ? damn. ' then suddenly JJ commented it.

hahaha. JJ yang sangat sengal and until now , i can't believe that JJ gave me kata kata semangat and complimented me. thanks banyak gila kali wehh. haha. and at first , i thought i wanna give a speech like what he said tapi macam psycho gila je. haha. tu jeee post kali ni. challo ! (;

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Last laaa for tonight. hee

heyy ,

i know , i posted a lot of posts today. tapi entah, tengah serabut macam ni laa. but i promise , this post is my last post for tonight. hee :D

" I have friends whom i love. and i know they love me too. I'm sure about that. To forget about them is IMPOSSIBLE. I hope i'm still me when i'm in my new life. I'm scared. I'm scared of losing them. I'm scared, i'll lose touch with them. "

* korang, if suddenly aku change kan. aku dah tak text korang, dah tak tegur korang, remind/tegur me okay. please. aku tau korang paham my situation here. haih

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

02 January 2010

Nervous

heyy ,

since i'm kinda bored just now , i wrote something on a paper. i didn't plan it , it just came out.

" My name is Nur Rabiatul Addhawiyah. I'm now 16. I'm a teenager now. I'm wondering what kind of life is waiting for me out there. I miss my friends already. sigh 100 times. "

NERVOUS GILA TAU TAK NAK MASUK SEKOLAH BARU ?! ARGH

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Membebel

heyy ,

i feel like membebel laa. let's talk about last year. why did i say , last year was a great year. its because of my classmates. they made my day. everyday ! well, even though sometimes they were annoying , still they are the microphones and speakers for our class. never fail to make me laugh and class. masuk je kelas dah riuh rendah dah gelak sampai la belajar and balik. 3J <3

and then, about my social life last year. like i said before, last year paling banyak sekali outing. even nak dekat PMR pun keluar. konon nya nak release tension. haha. kelakar je. tapi memang la, last year many things happened that made me be more matured. nak jadi teenager kan, its normal laa. so i faced it with open heart. ecehh. padahal dah nangis hari hari. haha.

kawan kawan dalam list yang always make me happy and fly to the sky. haha

Teyha - she's the one who influent me to be gedik. haha. she's the one who thought me Loci. thanks banyak gila NURFATIHAH. kau selalu kasi aku stay umah kau. almost everyday. thanks (; and kau la yang aku bgtau everything. sumpah. and aku rasa kau la yang paling paham aku. and i want you to know , that i love your mama very much. HAHA. sayang kau gedik <3

Amoi - she's sensitive and senang terasa. i think she hurts many times because of me. damn me. sorry amoi. but something that makes me love you forever is because you stay by my side even though u're hurting inside. u keep on giving me kata kata semangat when i really need one. thanks amoi <3

Fatin - to be honest la kan jawa , u're the most complicated and unpredictable friend i've ever had. sumpah. tapi aku sayang kau. 10 tahun dah en. haha <3

Gha - i'll miss our jokes, sengal and keperasanan. sumpah ! u light up my day. sayang kau Gha JELITA <3

Najat - they said u've change. i have to agree. but when i'm on the phone with you, you still have your sarcastic. then i know that i still have the old you in you. paham tak ? haha. i'll miss your sarcastic. walaupun kadang kadang menyakitkan hati. haha <3

Un - kau laa perempuan paling kuat gila touching ngan aku. ngada, gedik sume kau. kau la yang ajar aku pandai touching. haha. and kau la the best peneman shopping ever (; sayang kau, tau tak ? <3

Ame, Arif, Najman, Ilyas, Acap, Haziq , Syahey and Izzat - korang terbaik. sumpah. sume kacak tapi perangai mengundang kaki. haha. tapi u guys are intelligent that what makes you guys different. korang yang ajar aku dalam kelas. lepas aku dapat result bagus, korang tanak ajar dah sebab result korang menurun. cakap aku la punca. haha. kelakar je. sumpah akan rindu korang gila banyak <3

Epul, Rauf, Nas and Afiq - even though kita lain sekolah but kita kamcing gila en en ? *if tak, kira aku syok sendiri. whatever. haha. pastu kita lepak dah banyak gila kali la en. haha. and everytime aku balik kj, mesti nak jumpa ngan korang. pasang jampi apa ? haha. nak join korang jamming lagi. best gila tau tak ? <3

ALAAAAAAA , ramai lagi sebenarnya. tapi ni je larat nak tulis. plus, ni je yang terlintas kat otak. jangan la terasa k yang tak di mention tuu. haih. ni yang nak masuk sentimental mood ni :'( i'll miss you all like orang gilak. keep in touch tau korang. don't forget about me tau. i promise, i'll never forget all of you. korang la crayon, water colour and pencil colour in my life. thanks banyak gila. ARGH. damn la pindah rumah ni.

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Buku Sekolah

heyy ,

this morning, i went to my school, SMK Kota Kemuning to buy exercise books. that school is HUGEEEEEEEE ! OMG ! tekejut kejap bila masuk sekolah tu. woaah ! haha. and sekolah tu memang teratur la. assembly place pun, luas sangat. woaah ! haha. korang kena datang nnt k ? hee :D tapi bila fikir balik, i'll miss my schoolmates gila banyak punya. haih. nervous sume ada. well, lusa dah sekolah kot. damn. wish me all the best k ? tata

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

First day of 2010

heyy ,

like old people always say , "jangan seronok sangat nanti mcm mcm boleh berlaku." lebih kurang la kan. and yea , i have to agree with that. my first day of 2010 , i vomitted and purging the whole day. i think its because of spray tu punya air or angin dia terkena my tongue then i swallowed it. pastu, memang weak gila semalam. i only drink 2 cup of water and ate sekeping bread. pastu, keluar balik semua. nicee. perut leper jee. haha. seluar longgar je lepastu. haha.

azam yang pertama, TANAK MAIN SPRAY TU LAGI. serik dah. haha

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

2010

haai ,

akhirnya kita masuk tahun baru. haihh. its kinda sad for me. to be honest , i cried time fireworks new year haritu. why ? sebab 2009 dah berakhir. to me 2009 was a wonderful and unforgettable year. in 2009 , i got new friends , new best friends , i had to sit for PMR and i think , LAST YEAR , tahun yang paling banyak sekali i went outing. hee :D ohh let me tell you what happened on 31st December sampai laa midnight tu k ?

in the morning , i went to arabic class. and it was our last class. sad. bye ustaz yang kacak. haha. then teha , mama kelly and i went to giant mall to buy school uniform. yeaay , now i'm ready to go to school ._. haha. then later , i asked mama kelly to send to Iman's house and met up with Hanisah and Iman there. after lepaking for hours , hanisah and me went back to my house to get prepared for new years' eve at The Curve. at my house , there was a situation between hanisah and me. it was very embarrassing and funny. hanisah , aku takan lupa forever wehh. pengakhiran zaman kanak kanak en ? haha.

then , bla bla bla , we arrived at Ikea at 8++ . met up with Ame , Acap and Kimy at Restaurant Kayu Nasi Kandar. they looked exhausted ! pity them. they've been bullied by Ame. haha. then , terjumpa dengan Epul , Nas and Rauf. i ran and sergah them from behind. they were soo shocked and cuak. haha. PADAN ! then forward forward forward .

while waiting for midnight , all of us stayed at this mall. Ikano kot ke The Curve. entah , like a give damn la kan. haha. then jumpa those Sri Aman-ians and KJ-ians. MERIAH GILA ! fuhh. then , we have to move out from that mall. then we played that Snow and party spray , even though tak new year lagi. sengal. haha. then, jalan sampai nak dekat SIKIT ngan stage. so that we can hear the counting. thanks to Nas , dia yang bawak ktorang. hee :D

ohh finally 12.00 am. HAPPY NEW YEAR ! boom boom boom *fireworks. haha. we sprayed each other and strangers too. nicee. then hanisah , iman and me hugged each other. sentimental mood kejap. and suddenly, i cried. nicee. haha. i'm not so sure why but i think because 2009 is over and that was the last i meet them. sigh. then dah main spray spray , dah letih , duduk la kat tengah tu kejap. and and I MET RAJA ZAKYY ! OMG OMG ! haha. finally , after 3 years of friendship through internet , we met ! dah laa on 01 01 2010 kan ? haha. yeaay us. haha.

then , lepastu, duduk la kat tepi jalan tu tunggu my sis pick us up. and thank kat Epul , Nas and Rauf sebab teman ktorang time tu. time tu best sangat ;D borak pasal azam baru, Nas wished Happy New Year kat sume orang yng lalu kat situ , gelak gelak mcm orang gila. haih, rindu :') ohh and i met my cousin with his girlf. borak borak. kutuk kutuk. dia bla. yeay. haha. pastu around 2++ my sis sampai. ktorang pun balik. lepastu, tido mimpi apa yng berlaku pagi tu. haha.

okaay , habis dah cerita. tau korang dah naik menyampah. panjang gila. haha. BYEE !

Rabiatul Hamzah <3