Aku menyahut seruan kerajaan !

Assalamualaikum :)

how are you peeps ? semoga di bawah lindungan yang Maha Esa, insyaAllah :) tengok picture tu. jom jerit sama sama. AAAAA ! DAPAT SECOND GROUP ! AAAAA ! less than a month from now. sigh sigh sigh. wedding Abang Nu is on 2nd June and 9th June. at that time, aku still kat kem. nanti balik for wedding, aku hitam. pastu family picture tak lawa. ala. baju dah pretty pretty dah. ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! ibu, jom beli sunblock ! :D tu satu hal. bulan 5 tu juga laa nanti ada friends yang might get Uni first intake or matrix kan. tak boleh say goodbye. heh. at first memang la happy bila dapat plkn ni last year. then bila dapat at wrong timing macam 50-50. Teha dah offer diri nak hantar ke stadium MPPJ hari lapor diri tu. YEAY YEAY ! SAYANG KAU TEHA :D ada yang lain volunteer ? please ? hahaha.

okay, to be honest, aku dah homesick. semalam before tidur, aku berair. alalala manja nyeww diewww. terbayang nanti pergi sana, satu family hantar (KORANG KENA HANTAR ADIK !). pastu peluk ibu. then terbayang nanti ibu tinggal sorang kat rumah ngan abah. mesti dorang bertekak je. hahaha. and of course, mesti dorang gi jalan jalan dua orang almost everyday. haha. pergi laa vacation. gi jauh sikit sementara adik takde ni :D 

aku also hope tengah tengah kem tu dapat offer letter for Asasi. asasi nya intake kan somewhere in mei. jadi marilah kita berdoa semoga dapat laa Asasi UIAM. Amin, insyaAllah :) dapat balik awal. pastu dapat jumpa kawan lain before masuk U. taknak masuk sorang sorang bawa diri. hehe. 

Ps: awak, awak taknak hantar org ke nanti ? hihi

Rabiatul Hamzah

Nak upah !

Assalamualaikum :)

apa khabar semua oraaaaang ? saya harap semua orang sihat, insyaAllah :D so, harini dah pun 3rd April. so that  means, dah tutup dah talian untuk meng-apply upu. haaaah, selesai satu masalah. Alhamdulillah, i made it through. walaupun serabut juga laa for couple of weeks. finally, its done and now doa and tawakkal je. dapat tak dapat, belakang cerita. janji dah usaha untuk apply. ye dok ? :) 

so now, Abang Nu nya wedding preparation. my part is guest invitation. aku laa yang kena type sorang sorang punya nama kan. jenuh weh. beratus ratut, nak edit size box nama tu, pastu nak potong lagi, tampal lagi. UNTUNG LAA ADA ABANG MACAM IWAN ! hahaha. today dia tolong tampal. fuisyoooh rajin gilew. hahaha. walaupun dia banyak bunyi tapi redha je laa. lagi baik daripada aku terkontang kanting buat sorang. hehe :B so aku potong, iwan tampal. Set :D tomorrow, abah ibu and me akan balik kampung ! cehh bunyi macam jauh je kan. haha. kampung pandan, kl yee ? please. im pure kl. muehehe :3 balik untuk agih kan kad because ada cousins yang jauh yang abah taktau alamat semua kan. so yeah :D jalan jalan la kami esok, wehooo~

Ps: even though dah takde income, at least dapat jalan jalan bila bila nak :D

Rabiatul Hamzah

Jom buka U sendiri ? nak ?

Assalamualaikum :)

okay, settle pasal result. now, Uni punya hal. YAALLAH ! pening gila tau tak ? abah tak agree with psychology sebab takde kerja. okay, business studies. but people cakap dah terlampau ramai yang graduate business and takde kerja. okayy. scaryyy. then im thinking of taking management and statistic. abah bising cakap aku otak bercelaru. padahal, dia yang tak stick kat one thing je. mula mula dulu nak suruh amik law. aku cakap no. then suruh amik medic. aku cakap no. then dia suruh amik engineering laa, business la, political science laa. sapa yang serabut sekarang ? dah elok dah aku nak amik psychology, now dah taktau aku minat apa dah. ye laa, tau laa. dia nak anak dia berjaya. kerja bagus nanti tapi kalau dah tak minat, nak buat macam mana ? nak terkandas tengah tengah jalan ? entah laa. HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! i still have one week untuk settle kan UPU thingy tu. nak change apa apa in one week ni la. i really have to go to Karnival Jom Masuk U tu laa. kat serdang benda tu. meman la jauh tapi kalau tak pergi, mau tak masuk U aku ni. bukan sebab tak layak tapi sebab taktau nak amik course apa. hehe. 

YaAllah, permudahkanlah urusanku. tunjukkan laa jalan yang benar. berikan petunjukMu kepada pilihan yang tepat. YaAllah, aku sangat memerlukan bantuanMu. berikan aku kekuatan jiwa, mental dan semangat. Amin :)

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

ive made them proud :)

Assalamualaikum :) 

i hope everybody is in good condition, insyaAllah :) so i just got my SPM result. Alhamdulillah, i got what i expected. so macam, gembiraaa sangaaat walaupun ada C. haha. kay, to juniors, jangan contohi saya. haha :D i got 2A+ (BM & Sej), 3A (MATH, Pend. Islam, Eng), 2A- (Phy, Tasawwur), 1B+ (Add Math), 1C (Biology). yeaaaaaaah. Alhamdulillah :) 

masa nak amik tu, yaAllah ! nervous dia, Allah je tau. dah laa i was the first person from my class yang amik. ibu was standing beside me. abah was outside the hall. i pinched ibu sepanjang masa. hehe sorry ibu :) then dapat je result, and dapat tahu i got 7A's, terus peluk ibu tightly. like seriously, tight gila. macam terharu and happy. i was..overwhelmed. the good one. haha. berair sikit but control control. ramai orang tengok. hahaha. then tunjuk kat abah. alaaa abah kan kerek kan. dia shake hand je. aku yang syok sendiri hug dia. dari tepi pun jadi laa. hahaha :D 

tengok senyuman abah and ibu, perasaan tu mcm haaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh tak boleh nak di describe. abah nya expectation was 5A's. tapi sekali 7, terus dia msg semua anakanda dia termasuk menantu nya. haha. terus ajak dinner malam tu gak. hehe. seronok nyaaaa ! AAA ! haha kay over excited pula aku. tapi serious ! abah tu laa yang paling susah sekali nak gi amik result anak anak dia. ni dia amik pun ni sebab takde sapa ajak dia main golf and sebab aku tuntut janji dia yang dia akan amik result spm aku je. haaa. abah, berbaloi kan ? :)

to my juniors, start belajar dari sekarang. yang form 4 tu, fokus dalam kelas. buat setiap homework yang cikgu bagi. okay ? yang form 5 tu, start buat revision dari awal tahun. jangan tunggu last minute. tak sempat. sebab you'll be busy with koko lagi. alright ? kayy, daaa~

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Tester JPJ PMS.

Assalamualaikum :)

how are you people ? semoga dalam lindungan dan rahmat Allah, insyaAllah :) 

so im just done with my JPJ test. i passed my 3 perkara; bukit, parking and three pointer. pass dengan jayanyaaaa :D berbintang bintang, gilang gemilang ! Alhamdulillah (: at first tu macam, yaAllah ! takutnyaaaaaaaaa ! gilaaa tak takut wehhh. 2 days before test, practice laaa bukit kan. tak boleh buat tau. firstly sebab dah lama tak practice and lupa. secondly sebab kereta kancil tu handbrake tak makan tau. so macam, ishhh dah nak test ni. before test tadi, tanya laa kat Mr Pusha (my instructor), Amirul and Za'im how to do bukit kan. so dorang ajar and explain. then during the test, macam okay relax. memang mulut tak stop sebut basmalah. chill. then, hahahaha terlajak tau. excited lewwww. then kakak JPJ tu suruh reverse. aku pun lepas la break. VERY slowly. hahaha. then, okay. PERFECT! then nak turun ni. fuhhh part paling gerun. sebab once you step on the yellow line, if kereta reverse ke belakang, you straight away fail. then stable kan minyak and clutch. hit pedal minyak more. angkat clutch slowly and jalan. PERFECT! tayar tak keluarkan bunyi bising pun. memang senyum lebar laaa :D Mr Pushpa was like,

"Dia ni mesti lulus punyaaa." :D kembang jee bila dengar ayat tu. muehehe :3 then buat parking, three pointer pun smooth jeee. Alhamdulillah :D

then sambung at 145pm. alrightttt. then sambung on the road. haaaaaaaaahhhh. time tengah tunggu giliran tu macam pilih pilih tester dalam hati la. macam, err dia ni macam garang je. kay taknak taknak. dia ni pula, emm not bad laa. dia pula, uuuu~ handsome. hahaha. then dapat yang mcm okay laa. gembira dah ni. kay, masuk kereta, tunggu tester tu masuk kereta baru start. dia masuk je, aku pun start la step 'berlakon' tu. adjust seat. then nak tarik seatbelt, the tester was like, 

"sabar. saya tak suruh awak buat lagi. biar saya buat dulu. saya nak tengok awak buat tu semua."

dalam hati dah macam, hekeleh dia ni. belasah kang ! hahaha. okay buat la. then yada yada yada. the problem besar berlaku semasa di tengah jalan raya. baru half way la ni. then nak tukar gear 3 ni. kay tukar laa. tolak ke depan tengah. then tak laju. macam ehh apahal ni. then tester tu kata, tu gear 1. i was like, oh okay. then free gear, tolak kedepan tengah lagi. then mcm tetiba bunyi kuat tayar tau. macam eh kenapa ni. dah cuak dah. then tester tu kata, tu gear 5. i was like huhhhh ? apahal ni ? then tengah nak free gear tu, mcm ketat tau. mcm ehh, asal tak longgar ni. ye laa, nama pun free gear. tapi kenapa tak free tapi tight ? haa. at the same time pula, kereta tu sebenarnya berundur kebelakang. manalaaaaaaaaaaaa aku nak perasan kan weh ? tengah panic macam tu. then tester tu suruh tekan break. then tekan la. then tester tu tarik handbreak. dia keluar kereta. we switched places. yeah... that. means. fail. okay...

then otw balik tu, tanya la dia. apa saya buat salah ye ? then dia pun cakap la dengan penuh lembut dan sopan. macam ehhhhh ? boleh pun cakap baik baik. then dia explain sume. at the same time, nangis. the tester noticed. but dia nak buat macam mana pun, dia dah bagi markah dengan semangat nyaaa before tu -.-' 

so yeaaah. macam tu la cite dia. haaaah. pray for me for the second test. insyaAllah, lulus ;) May peace be upon  you.

Rabiatul Hamzah

Jar of hearts for you (;

Assalamualaikum :)

just put yourself in this situation okay. you're working as a waitress. you just came to work. you're in a good mood. very happy. then, suddenly your colleague blame you about what you did yesterday. because you did something INCORRECT. not wrong but INCORRECT. ada huge different eh kat situ. then, okay. you accept it with an open heart la. okay, aku salah. sorry for that. i didnt know and you should answer me when i asked HARITU. then, okay you get back on track. happy balik la. then you go to the toilet while there are some tables occupied by a few costumers laa. then suddenly you finds out that you got your period. like omagashhhh ada blood ! :O then you get back into the shop and get your pad and rush to the toilet again. yada yada *you know what you have to do* yada yada. then  bila masuk balik kerja, you are soooo thirsty because i havent drink since morning ni. while you drinking, suddenly you supervisor is being sarcastic. 

"pinggan tu boleh jalan sendiri ke ? meja tu boleh bersih sendiri ke ?"

then you go to clean up the tables laa sedap those pinggan takleh jalan sendiri kan. okayy.  then bila dah buat kerja tu pula, tetiba your supervisor cakap, you do this wrongly, you do that salah la, you dont do like that, you dont do like this. your supervisor doesnt even notice any good things that you do. like there's a discrimination. towards apa, you've no idea la kan. macam you je yang selalu kena blame. 

okay now, im asking you, apa yang akan kau rasa laa if this situations terjadi kat kau ? best ? sakit ? seronok ? marah ?

haaaa, here's the truth, i faced this haritu. dah la period first day, girls mesti tau la kan, perut rasa macam macam, then kena lagi perli perli salah tu salah ni. yaAllah ! Allah saja la tau betapa heart broken haritu. macam sakit gila la harini. honestly speaking, i cried. badly. alone. takde sapa pujuk. well, the didnt really know sebab dorang ingat aku mencangkung tutup muka sebab period pain. macam hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh rasa mcm nak berhenti at that time juga. macam taknak kerja situ dah. benci semua orang. macam takde sapa sayang dah, macam takde sapa care dah. yknow, that kind of feeling ? 

at the same time, i texted him. i said to him, 

"semua benda yang org buat salah. semua benda org buat tak betul. im bad kan ?"

and he just..quick. quick to notice that im not okay. i spilled my feelings to him. he called. he was sooo worried about me. he even wanted to talk to those persons who made me cry. then he hung up and said he'll call back. he texted me and i didnt reply because i continued my work. i pretended like i was okay. then when i checked my phone, he said,

"you wait there, im coming". i was shocked. macam, wehh takyah ! i was afraid yang dia akan gi confront my colleague. mcm ehh takyah laaa. benda kecik je. then dia insist. dia cakap, 

"dont worry. im coming. dah dalam bus, otw." 

after 10 minutes macam tu, dia datang dengan muka risau gila and terus tanya if im okay or not. then we walked to a restaurant and i spent my break time with him. and he made me smile and finally laugh. after break tu, masuk kerja dengan senyuman and macam tak pernah berlaku apa apa. 

if, if you're at my place, akan rasa apa ? haaa, think. he came all the way from tempat kerja dia, naik bus, then kena jalan kaki macam 1km plus plus just to calm you down. just to make sure that you're okay. just dont want you to be alone. jauhnya tempat kerja dia tu ngan my tempat kerja macam sunway to empire. haaaaaaa. or further. yeah. tell me what you guys feel if someone does this to you eh ? :)

Rabiatul Hamzah 

Assalamualaikum (:

how are youuuuu ? i hope everybody is fine, InsyaAllah :D sekarang busy sangaaaaat ! dengan kerja everyday balik malam, lesen lagi tak selesai selesai (InsyaAllah selasa ni test JPJ, PRAY FOR ME!) and then dengan wireless rosak lagi. so yeah, cannot online cannot update blog. haaaaaah, finally, dapat online :) since today cuti (ponteng sebenarnya) hehe. EH ! saya berdisiplin okayyyyy ? cuma today ada belajar memandu and habis lambat, so macam takyah gi kerja terus. hehe. okay okay, so since today cuti, dapat laa berehat kat rumah. macam hahhhhhh best nya. and then macam tetiba rasa macam nak makan luar. macam teringinnnnnnnnnnnnn sangat. ye laa, everyday aku hadap costumers. dorang order delicious food ! *promotesecretrecipe* haha. so macam, im tempted to eat something nice and tak selalu makan. so ajak laa my parents and abang makan luar. at first, semua buat dekkk je. ye laa, now kan tengah bulan. tengah nazak. duit kering gak la. and then suddenly abang nu tanya, jadi tak malam ni ? i was like, ehhh ? hahah. jadi apa lagi, MARI ! 

so we went to Murni dekat Bandar Sunway. its not too much if i say, Murni tu macam Heaven of Food. serious weh. makanan dia banyaaaaaaaaaaaak ! sedap pula tu. and tadi tengok menu macam, wow! macam nak order semua ! lepas makan, hahahaha macam fuhhhhhh ! fuhhhhhh ! hahahaha. gila ahh ! memang boleh laa gi situ lagi. berbaloi baloi wa cakap lu. hahaha. cepat, banyak, sedap, murah. haaa terbaik kan ? gooooo there ! girlfriendsssssss~ JOM ! :D TEHA ! DRIVE US THERE ! hahaa

bila dah kerja ni kan, macam dah tak menyempat nak buat apa. ye laa, cuti seminggu sekali je. pastu penat lagi. bila cuti tu, macam memang betul nak rehat and bermanja manja ngan family je laa. hahaa. bermakna la kata kata yang 'rumahku syurgaku'. aman je duduk rumah. hahaa. rasa macam waktu waktu bersama keluarga adalah waktu yang paling berharga. oh, ibu dan abah <3 hahahaha. 

okay perut kenyang, hati girang :D

Rabiatul Hamzah

Hai, Afternoon ! :)

Assalamualaikum (:

dah lama tak update blog. haih. why Rabie whyyy ? because tak tahu nak tulis apa. macam, too much to write about. and macam, alaaa ada ke orang baca pun ? haha. 

so, whats your latest news Rabie ? well well, i am now a waitress at Secret Recipe Kemuning Utama :) dah start kerja for 2 days. so far, ive learned a lot of new things yang kadang kadang rasa macam pelik but logic. contoh eh, lap permukaan kaca guna surat khabar, confirm bersinar. shocking right ? tapi berkesan. try la :D well, kat sana ada 6 orang pekerja je including me and 2 je perempuan. so sad :( dah la tak boleh naughty naughty dah. so, saya jadi pendiam. hahaha. but seriously, im not kidding you. i dont mingle around and jadi friendly. cuma when i want to learn something new, macam ada benda yang menarik and tak diajar lagi, then only i ask someone to teach me. that part is really fun ! :D macam lipat kotak, sapu icing kek, macam mana nak potong kek, pisau tu kena selalu dibersihkan ngan air panas, bungkuskan kek. fuh, seronok seronok :D

OH ! i also have to memorise nama kek. yes, nama kek. alaaa yang korang nampak display kat dalam box kaca kat kaunter tu. yeeee yang tu laa. banyak kan ? haa kena hafal. sebab if later, i work at Counter Department, costumer minta kek dari arah depan, kita dah boleh amik dari arah belakang. takde laa nak check dari arah depan. nampak sangat tak professional. haha so yeah. 

so far kerja 2 hari, dah experience banyak costumers punya ragam and perangai. ada yang pendiam, ada yang friendly, ada yang kerek. the best part, bila dapat costumer friendly. syok ! so takde laa kita menggelabah and berdebar debar kan. cam lek je. dia pun takde nak judge kita ke apa kan. if dapat yang kerek, kau siap. dia bajet macam dia kat hotel, kita kena hafal makanan yang dia order. and dia observe every movement yang kita buat. well, i usually do that. amek kau kena sebiji. haha. so lepasni, takleh kerek dah kat waiter/waitress kat kedai. alaaaaa. haha. 

esok shift tengah hari juga. dah 2 hari shift tengah hari. start at 12 and habis at 1030pm. gila en ? sebab kena buat closing. time closing ni yang 'seronok'. since im a waitress, so my job dekat floor. i mean, dekat kawasan meja makan la. mula mula lap meja and kerusi. SEMUA meja and kerusi okay ? haa. kemudian, sapu lantai. dah settle, mop. if dah selesai, takde benda nak buat dah, lap cermin. start bersihkan shop at 9pm. and selalunya habis semua around 10pm laa. then lagi setengah jam tu, duduk la kat situ. sebab pekerja memang kena balik at 1030pm. tu kira macam procedure Secret Recipe la. oh well, redha je la. cepat laa gaji ! haha. okay, esok kerja. boii !

Ps: i miss you.

Rabiatul Hamzah 

Gemuk pun gemuk laa.

Assalamualaikum (:

meh cheq habaq sikit pasai apa yang berlaku semenjak dua menjak ni. *perasankedah* hehe. ive good news and bad news. bad news is..ive gained some weight. thats for sure. WHY RABIE WHYYY ?! because saya dah terlanjur cinta. muehehe. cinta akan memasak ! everyday pun usha this web, http://myresipi.com . pastu teringin tu mengidam ni. so since ada cukup ingredients, haa apa lagi, masak la. pastu apa laa guna masak kalau tak makan kan ? haa. dah la sedap *cough* haha.

OH OH the good news is saya dah reti masak sayur bayam, nasi tomato, ayam masak merah and popia goreng. haaaaa terkejut kaaan ? RABIE RETI MASAK SEMUA TU ? TIPU AHH ! trust me, im bad at lying. jadi, im telling the truth, only the truth nothing but the truth :) tapi takde laa perfect makanan tu semua. first time kan. macam nasi tomoto tu lembik sikit sebab terlebih air. tapi tapi ! sayur bayam tu sedap. RANGUP ! :D popia tu pun. baru je goreng tadi. yaAllah ! terima kasih ! :D

somehow kan, i think, i can be a chef. OR OR buka restoran sendiri. en ? ada juga berangan angan nak jual dadih kat sekolah and terima tempahan for kek batik and popia tu if buat jamuan ke apa kan. haa. boleh dapat side income. kan ? untung dia takde la banyak bak kata ibu. tapi ada laa sikit. orang kata apa tu, emm timba pengalaman ? haa. baru nak jejak dunia yang sebenarnya, kena laa cari pengalaman banyak banyak. insyaAllah, semuanya akan berjalan lancar dengan izin-Nya (:

So, konklusinya, saya, Nur Rabiatul Addhawiyah, menerima tempahan sekiranya anda berminat. untuk popia goreng, dadih dan kek batik. harga boleh nego. tak mahal maa. baru nak start. hehe. terima kasih :D

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Chef Ruby !

Assalamualaikum (:

Saya, Nur Rabiatul Addhawiyah telah berjaya memasak sayur bayam. WOOT ! :D

*fireworksboomboom*

:')

Commitments.

Assalamualaikum (:

Commitments. atau dengan kata lain, amanah, tanggungjawab. well, commitments are not easy to handle. malah ianya satu benda yang berat. if amanah, jika kita tak laksanakan, kita akan berdosa dan tergolong dalam golongan munafik. so, its berat.

Commitments pula hmm for me its more to tanggungjawab. siapa yang suka pikul tanggungjawab ? if you're given a chance to choose between hidup bebas or pikul tanggungjawab, of course people would choose, hidup bebas. sebab kita tak perlu nak fikir apa apa. tak payah nak pening pening kepala dok pikiaq masalah sampai kerut kerut muka.

tapi semua benda yang pahit ada kemanisan yang kita dapat pada hasilnya nanti. agree ? contoh yang menarik, if bertanggungjawab and amanah kat sekolah, dapat jadi ketua pengawas. boleh jadi famous, cikgu cikgu pun suka. if buat masalah kat sekolah pun cikgu disiplin kira buat tutup mata je la. haa kan syok ? haha. or lagi satu, bila kita ada 'someone', kita kena committed kat dia. kita kena jaga hati dia, tak boleh naughty naughty. well, benda tu tak best kan ? macam tak bebas kan ? tapi at the end of the day, kita happy just because that 'someone' is there. same goes to if we worship to Allah. untuk menjadi hamba-Nya yang soleh dan mendapat darjat yang tinggi di sisi Allah, kita kena solat 5 waktu sehari semalam, tak boleh pakai seksi seksi, tak boleh ponteng puasa. semua tu payah dan kita akan rasa malas nak buat. padahal, kita semua tahu yang kita akan dapat pahala if buat semua tu.

what im trying to say is kita semua ada tanggungjawab masing masing. walaupun kita tak minta and tak pinta. jangan laa mengeluh and fikir negatif sebelum buat sesuatu tanggungjawab tu. cuba berani untuk pikul tanggungjawab. kita takkan dapat majukan diri dan belajar benda baru if tak berani try benda baru yang positif. semua benda susah if kita tak belajar. oh and, yakin semua benda ada hikmah disebaliknya.

im not good nor perfect but im trying to improve myself from surrounding i live in. this post juga is like a reminder to me (:

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Hesitations

Assalamualaikum (:

Yesterday, 22 December, finally result PMR diumumkan. to those who got 8As, congratulations to you ! :D and to those who didnt get full As, dont be sad. alalalala jangan la tarik muncung. its not the end of the world. PMR je okay ? PMR JE ! semua tu tak affect your future pun. trust me. dia just untuk menentukan stream je. in what stream you are, akan berjaya juga if ada effort and confidence. now, change your life style, cara belajar, tetapkan matlamat and focus. insyaAllah, SPM nanti your result will be better (:

im sure some of the form 3s are now hesitating on what stream you want to choose. well, from my opinion, mana mana stream pun okay. yes yes, people always say,

"masuk laa science stream, senang nanti nak masuk U. peluang tu lagi luas."

its true. i cant deny that. because what you're going to learn in science stream lagi wide and you are capable to study anything. sebab, okay contoh eh, in science stream you'll be taking Physics, Chemistry and Biology. these 3 subjects are taught dengan very detail and mendalam. in Science subject, you only learn the basic science. so later in U, awak boleh study Engineering, Medic. boleh jadi engineer, chemist, doctor. duit pun kepul kepul nanti bila kerja. haaa.

tapi tapi tapi ! art stream also not bad. boleh jadi accountant, lawyer. boleh je berjaya. buat apa nak berlagak masuk science stream tapi at the end of the day, SPM fail semua science subjects tu. tak guna juga. you know ? faham kan ? if you are sure you can score straight A's in SPM in art stream, so why not ? because now, tak tengok dah from what stream you are, janji straight A's. pastu A++ memang scholarship and peluang nak masuk U terbuka luaaaaaaaas ! trust me.

okay ? alright ? clear now ? yang penting sekarang, ikut kemampuan diri. jangan ikut kawan. percaya pada diri and usaha tu sangat laa penting. kat mana mana pun boleh berjaya kalau ada usaha (:

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

masak makan gemuk !

Assalamualaikum ! :)

since now is school holidays. err well for you guys yang school students laa. im free dah ! muahahaha *evil* gurau jewww. so since tengah cuti cuti, takde kerja nak buat pun ni, org dalam mood memasak :D everyday pergi usha blog or web yang ada resipi. i like to bake but too bad i dont have an oven. so masak masak lauk je la.

Rabie Rabie, hasil and gambar nya manaaa ? well, my dear readers, tak start lagi sebenarnya. hehe :P BUT BUT ! i made kek batik and dadih ! all by myself :D AND AND ! that day, Intan, Yusra, Ain and me made bread pudding and caramel pudding ! sedap gila weh ! first time tapi dah macam boleh buka kedai ;D hehe

the plan is to start masak next week :D lauk lauk tu semua. my first masakan is *drumroll* nasi tomato ! haaa sedap kaaaaaaaaaaan ? jangan jealous :D alright, lets get fat. daaaa~

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Expectation

Assalamualaikum.

sometimes, we expect too much. expect tinggi sangat sampai langit ! sebab kita rasa, we can give more and why dont other person, kan ? thats why, it hurts so much bila apa yang kita dapat tak sampai our expectations. its not that kita meminta untuk dilayan baik tapi at certain time, kita nak dilayan and diberi respond sebaiknya. especially when the liver inside, aching macam hapa. yes, liver. bahasa biologi. bahasa melayu, hati. apa apa pun hati yang tanggung. hati yang rasa.

tapi only 2 things can cure sakit hati; ingat Allah and memaafkan. maafkan je laaa walaupun dia tak minta maaf. if orang dah minta maaf, buat apa dera diri taknak maafkan. buat apa buat barah kat luka yang kecik ? forgive. yes, always forgive people who apologised. trust me, you'll feel really calm. tenang je. sebab takde dah rasa amarah kat situ. even Allah pun tak suka hamba-Nya marah marah.

Semua yang dimulai dengan rasa marah, akan berakhir dengan rasa malu -Benjamin Franklin

think about it (:

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Afraid

Assalamualaikum (:

Before this, i was afraid. afraid to open up to people. alaaa macam on crush ke apa ke. you know, that kind of stuff. well helloooo ! my sister has a blog and a very active blogger. so macam if nak tulis anything private macam.. err malewwww hahaha.

but then, i was wrong. dia lek je sebenarnya. ye laaaa, i was a school student (ceh, mcm dah habis spm dah besar) haha tapi still, macam now, err dah next level. you know what i mean ? no. i know :) nvm. tapi yeah. after some 'things' are revealed, people can accept it with an open heart. really. and lepas dah macam tu, org pun rasa.. lega ? yeah, lega. its a good experience, anyway. hey, im a teenager, remember ? haha yeah. im still learning and gaining and collecting experiences :D

Oh YaAllah, i always need you in my life. in every step i take, in every breath i breathe. please guide me. please. im nothing without you. Amin ya rabbal alamin ;)

Rabiatul Hamzah

after ages,

*breath in, breath out* Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum readers :D

i know i know, dah lama gilaaa dah tak buat any entry. sorry :B

well, i was busy with SPM thingy, internet sihat sakit and mood up and down. so, selama tak buat entry, A LOT of things happened. when i do caps lock, that means, really A LOT. not just to me but also people around me. well, thats life la kan. it moves. its not static. everyday, there must be something new happens or changes. and for example, from today onwards, i'll update my blog. emm well i cant promise, everyday la kan but i'll try my best to update my blog. well at least, 3 times a week. rindu sangat.

i have of many plans in my mind. banyak gilaaaa ! nak buat nak buat ni but since im in the process of nak amik driving licence, so im stuck at home. ive to focus at one thing at a time. i want to work. badly. i found several shops that offer vacancies. but fuhh, ive to put them a side. later dah dapat P, then only kerja. i think by January, dah boleh settle down and cari kerja. insyaAllah :)

well, i'll tell you more about my so-called 'plans' later. i need support from my readers also. hehe kay daaa~

Rabiatul Hamzah

there's a kid in me

HAAI ! jom update blog :D so last Saturday, i went to Pusat Sains Negara with schoolmates. can you believe that pergi sana sampai 4 bas ? YES EMPAT ! bapak ahh. and mostly budak budak form 5 yang pergi. buang tebiat. i know. haha. im not sure what time ktorang gerak from school but around 9++ we reached there. then briefing yada yada. then, ktorang start our journey :D at first we went to pameran yang indoor nya. so semua macam jakun all. tengok ikan apa sume. "teringat KLCC. ada orang tu ajak pergi sana."-Amirul. NGADA !



haha then suddenly Cikgu Rosilawati approached us and cakap, "EH. jom la pergi yang outdoor punya. lagi best. sini indoor bosan." so ktorang pun follow la dia. so yang outdoor nya macam down the hill tau. and then kat situ ada playground, ktorang (Ahmad, Haziq, Amirul, Za'im, Aliyyah, Aiman, Rafi, 'Izzat and me) macam budak budak gila and macam jakun gila, terus lari laju turun bukit. macam AAAAA PLAYGROUND AAAAA ! hahahaha. and then ada gelongsor ni, ktorang cam JOM WEHH TRY ! and then sume pun sanggup naik bukit, just nak turun slide. COMEL GILA AHHH ! Rafi sampai tercicir camera dalam slide and dia cam, "Rabie, nanti kau turun slide amikkan camera aku dalam tu." right kay. haha.

then ada this pool yang mcm sunway lagoon but kecik je laa. then ada this one game kena jalan atas pelampung kot, budak budak lelaki gi try. Haziq, hebat gila ! he was like a ninja weh. laju gila ! tak basah pun. Amirul and Ahmad, EPIC FAIL. hahaha. baru nak start adventure, dorang dah perah socks dah. hahaha. then masuk one building, pusing tengok apa tah. i forgot but it moves very slow and i was like " WEH AKU TAHU AKU BERAT" haha. but for everyone else pun mcm tu. so yeah. haha. then ada macam ktorang masuk this space ship and ktorang kena lawan ngan dinosaur and then macam bila dia terlanggar ke tengah lawan ke dia gegar ahh and ktorang mcm "wow. wow. wow!" sengal ! then ada this one part, space ship tu senget ke kiri and i was sitting on the left side ahh, then Haziq "weh asal senget ni ?" then dia gelak. kuanghaja ! haha

hahaha then we went inside. ktorang pergi tingkat 1 kot. haa. for the first time, ktorang actually understand apa yang ada kat situ macam "EH ni CRO tu", "ni mitochondria, golgi apparatus, KAY apa function dia ?" macam awesome gila :D then jalan, tangkap gambar. and taktau apasal, semua vain gila on that day. sikit pose sikit pose. then pose yang memalukan pun lek je. hahaha. adui syok weh. and bila tengok gambar semua balik, Haziq terus jadi my laughing gas ahh. haha. OH. and then sume game yang ada kat bawah tu ktorang try. ada games yng for kids, which ktorang nak gila main which sangat fun but takleh :( sob.




OH ! ada hamster nya tempat lari tu, Amirul, Haziq, Ahmad sume try la. then tergolek jatuh. CJ mcm manusia jatuh dari langit. EPIC weh ! hahaha. haaaa then dah kol 1230 camtu, sume orang lapar and haus, gi cafeteria. then sume tengok video yng dorang tergolek kat hamster thingy tu. then lepak lepak balik. YEAAAAY HABIS CERITA. tapi haritu memang awesome. serious cakap. Alhamdulillah :D

PMS

ish ! me dont likey dah bila bendera Jepun. entah sejak bila tah jadi macam ni. cepat sentap la, emosional la, rasa nak nangis la, jealous la, apa tah lagi. ishh. Rabiatul, sejak bila ni ? aduii. umur 17 ni macam macam lah. haih. letih dengan sakit hati. dang.

im... speechless

yesterday night, i was down. like really down. because Danial is busy and cant help me with senior column thingy. well here's the story. im kinda incharge for my class's column for school magazine. ala kan this year is my last year. form 5 cikgu bagi letak gambar class sume. then ive to submit next week. unfortunately, Danial just told me that he cant help me yesterday night. WEHH 3 HARI JE NAK START SEKOLAH NI. risau gilaaaa ah. then i called Za'im. i asked him if he knw how to use photoshop and another unfortunately, he doesnt knw how to use. then i called Amirul. he knows how to use but he is so busy with his stuff. dah nangis, merajuk ngan dia sume. pressure gila weh dah laa kira macam my responsibility benda jadah ni. then, fikir fikir fikir. then teringat that Kak Fira pernah edit collage picture for Tia's bday picture. so i asked Za'im to install and boleh tak tolong editkan and jumpa today and dia cakap okay. time tu dah relieve gila dah. then we met up at mcd after solat jumaat tadi. he and Zati (his sister) sampai around 250pm, i think. then tiba tiba, Amirul muncul. macam shock gila ! ingat dia datang saja la. tiba tiba nampak dia keluarkan laptop dia. and dia minta my pendrive untuk transfer pictures. and dia buka photoshop. macam terharu gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dia datang entah mana tau today jumpa kat mcd kol 3 tah and entah datang macam mana tah tetiba muncul nak tolong editkan. macam terharu gilaaa. Za'im and Amirul, thanks <3

so insyaAllah, tomorrow akan siap laa senior column tu. Amin.