Jar of hearts for you (;

Assalamualaikum :)

just put yourself in this situation okay. you're working as a waitress. you just came to work. you're in a good mood. very happy. then, suddenly your colleague blame you about what you did yesterday. because you did something INCORRECT. not wrong but INCORRECT. ada huge different eh kat situ. then, okay. you accept it with an open heart la. okay, aku salah. sorry for that. i didnt know and you should answer me when i asked HARITU. then, okay you get back on track. happy balik la. then you go to the toilet while there are some tables occupied by a few costumers laa. then suddenly you finds out that you got your period. like omagashhhh ada blood ! :O then you get back into the shop and get your pad and rush to the toilet again. yada yada *you know what you have to do* yada yada. then  bila masuk balik kerja, you are soooo thirsty because i havent drink since morning ni. while you drinking, suddenly you supervisor is being sarcastic. 

"pinggan tu boleh jalan sendiri ke ? meja tu boleh bersih sendiri ke ?"

then you go to clean up the tables laa sedap those pinggan takleh jalan sendiri kan. okayy.  then bila dah buat kerja tu pula, tetiba your supervisor cakap, you do this wrongly, you do that salah la, you dont do like that, you dont do like this. your supervisor doesnt even notice any good things that you do. like there's a discrimination. towards apa, you've no idea la kan. macam you je yang selalu kena blame. 

okay now, im asking you, apa yang akan kau rasa laa if this situations terjadi kat kau ? best ? sakit ? seronok ? marah ?

haaaa, here's the truth, i faced this haritu. dah la period first day, girls mesti tau la kan, perut rasa macam macam, then kena lagi perli perli salah tu salah ni. yaAllah ! Allah saja la tau betapa heart broken haritu. macam sakit gila la harini. honestly speaking, i cried. badly. alone. takde sapa pujuk. well, the didnt really know sebab dorang ingat aku mencangkung tutup muka sebab period pain. macam hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh rasa mcm nak berhenti at that time juga. macam taknak kerja situ dah. benci semua orang. macam takde sapa sayang dah, macam takde sapa care dah. yknow, that kind of feeling ? 

at the same time, i texted him. i said to him, 

"semua benda yang org buat salah. semua benda org buat tak betul. im bad kan ?"

and he just..quick. quick to notice that im not okay. i spilled my feelings to him. he called. he was sooo worried about me. he even wanted to talk to those persons who made me cry. then he hung up and said he'll call back. he texted me and i didnt reply because i continued my work. i pretended like i was okay. then when i checked my phone, he said,

"you wait there, im coming". i was shocked. macam, wehh takyah ! i was afraid yang dia akan gi confront my colleague. mcm ehh takyah laaa. benda kecik je. then dia insist. dia cakap, 

"dont worry. im coming. dah dalam bus, otw." 

after 10 minutes macam tu, dia datang dengan muka risau gila and terus tanya if im okay or not. then we walked to a restaurant and i spent my break time with him. and he made me smile and finally laugh. after break tu, masuk kerja dengan senyuman and macam tak pernah berlaku apa apa. 

if, if you're at my place, akan rasa apa ? haaa, think. he came all the way from tempat kerja dia, naik bus, then kena jalan kaki macam 1km plus plus just to calm you down. just to make sure that you're okay. just dont want you to be alone. jauhnya tempat kerja dia tu ngan my tempat kerja macam sunway to empire. haaaaaaa. or further. yeah. tell me what you guys feel if someone does this to you eh ? :)

Rabiatul Hamzah