haii ,
i may be smile and laugh but inside only GOD knows . I'm suffering with all the lousy stuff and i'm the only person who felt it . i may be disappointed or frustrated to someone but i'm the one who knows and no one cares . until one moment i can't stand it anymore , i cried . cry cry and cry . i think maybe it's my fault . maybe i'm the one who makes people change and try to be away from me or maybe i'm not the perfect friend for them or i'm not good enough . i tried very hard to forget about it but more i try the more i hurt . i really like when i'm surrounded by good friends or true friends all the time because i can forget those sadness . even 5 minutes , i'll feel realase . sometimes i feel so jealous when i see some of my friends got a true friends . i'm not saying that i don't have one , i have but the one i love the most who turn me into this situation . i really don't like to be this emotional but i have to . so that , people will know i have a heart to take care and the sadness will be a bit remove from this clumsy life .
that's why i said , i'm so desperate to have new friends because i'm sick of the fake , plastic , hurting and sad life ! i thought maybe one day , the new friends will give me new experession about life . i found one but i don't know . i'm afraid , i'll be one who make that person hurt .
my life is complecated right ? well , now u know the real life of mine . not wonderful like u thought .
i may be smile and laugh but inside only GOD knows . I'm suffering with all the lousy stuff and i'm the only person who felt it . i may be disappointed or frustrated to someone but i'm the one who knows and no one cares . until one moment i can't stand it anymore , i cried . cry cry and cry . i think maybe it's my fault . maybe i'm the one who makes people change and try to be away from me or maybe i'm not the perfect friend for them or i'm not good enough . i tried very hard to forget about it but more i try the more i hurt . i really like when i'm surrounded by good friends or true friends all the time because i can forget those sadness . even 5 minutes , i'll feel realase . sometimes i feel so jealous when i see some of my friends got a true friends . i'm not saying that i don't have one , i have but the one i love the most who turn me into this situation . i really don't like to be this emotional but i have to . so that , people will know i have a heart to take care and the sadness will be a bit remove from this clumsy life .
that's why i said , i'm so desperate to have new friends because i'm sick of the fake , plastic , hurting and sad life ! i thought maybe one day , the new friends will give me new experession about life . i found one but i don't know . i'm afraid , i'll be one who make that person hurt .
my life is complecated right ? well , now u know the real life of mine . not wonderful like u thought .
sekian ,
rabiiehmzh
rabiiehmzh
5 comments:
i understand you rabie.
abie. if abie rase down or anything, abie bleh bgtaw kak ina. heh. been there done that. xpela, setiap benda ade hikmahnye kann? saba yeh adik :)
dont worry rabie :D
saya ada cewaaahhh
adik aku yg comel ni terharu baca ayat kau ni.
mcm ni muka dia
(';
what happen niiii?
AWW , thanks kalian . tak pek lah , tak nak susah kan kalian . plus , saya dah luah dah kat orang . and sekarang , saya dah okay .
kak ina : yeap ! ada hikmah . and dah nampak pun (; <3
epul : cita kat kau ? memang tak selesai masalah aku . HEEE :D wahh , adik kau . sangat hebat lah . ni yang makin syng ni . HAHA .
atin : tiada pe lah awak . ari tu ingat nak cita . tp cam tidak mengapa lah . dah luah kat rauf dah pun . sayang kau bengkak <3
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