The End (;

haii ,

today is the last day of test . WOOOTTT ! freedom untuk 2 bulan . haha . the last paper was GEOGRAFI which was DAMN EASY . 30 questions only and all of 'em refer to 1 map only . yeah , it's easy to get an A so think i have to maintain my results after this . plus , my BM teacher said , PMR is easier but don't be too confident . still have to focus and study smart + hard . ohh ohh , talking about BM , i got an A for this subject . ALHAMDULILLAH ! teacher said don't give me compliments because i'll be careless and less study . heee :D so , after this i need and must buy more novels . sure ayat bunga bunga . SASTERAWAN gitu kan . haha .

one more thing , it has been a long time i didn't jog . about 3-4 days . haiyak ! badan sudah naik . my routine dah terganggu . busy busy busy sleeping , online-ing and studying . haihh , come on rabie ! HUGAH HUGAH ! haha xD

pelukciumpelukcium ,
RabieHmzh

careless mistakes , GRR !

haii ,

today i got my results . math and agama . DAMN ! math cukup cukup makan je tahu ? kalau cikgu ada salah tanda ke apa dah B . it's all because of my careless on counting and tanda jawapan . GRR ! just imagine , ada this 1 question , awk tengok je dah tau jwpn dia yng tu tapi the answer gi tanda lain . geram gila ohh ! grr ! harap lah time PMR tak cam tu ohh . ohh , agama , ALHAMDULILLAH dapat A .

* my school's gred , 80 baru consider A .

nak judge kebagusan result pun taleh jugak . my school wat test tak follow the real skima macam PMR . so cam senang and ada yang subject yang patut ada paper 2 , tak da paper 2 , paper 1 jek . cam tu lah . BM plak , tak da objective , essay jek . SENGAL gila kan ? entah lah , sekolah tu rules dia dah makin lousy .

ohh ohh , bapak saya tak bagi pergi netball dah ohh . dia kata malas nak hantar dah and dia suruh dok umah jek . haihh , bapak bapak . tapi bila kawan dia ajak gi main golf , time tu gak dia siap . nak hujan ke apa ke , redah . sebiji cam anak dia yang bernama RABIATUL tu . heee :D

xoxo ,
rabiiehzmh

about me ! :D

tagged by KAK INA KECIK ! <3

1.List this rules on your blog
2.Share 7 fact about you on your blog
3.Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours
4.Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blog
5.Link the person who tagged you
6.Leave comment for each blogger you have tagged

Seven facts about safinah :D

1. i'm childish but matured . * fikir fikir ! haha .
2. hmm , banyak ikut side bapak . baka besar ! ni yang comel semacam . haha .
3. i can't eat late and i can't eat too much sugar . nanti pening gila !
4. favorite drink , mineral water . makanan ringan kegemaran , yong tau fu . YUMMY ~
5. sangat obses nak kurus .
6. saya akan baca 1 msg tu berulang kali kalau funny
7. saya akan rasa bersalah gila time delete msg and cakap 'bye' time texting .

6 unspectacular quirks?

1. teringin sangat nak pakai spects !
2. sangat mencinta math !
3. suka cipta sajak . susah nak percaya kan ?
4. sangat sangat sangat sensitive tp kdng kdng heartless . hee :D
5. agak ketinggalan dlm music stuff .
6. i can't stop talking . walaupun ckg suruh diam 5 mnt , saya dah naik geram . haha .

7 people I want to tag , and my comment bout them

- fatin ; bengkak ! 8D
- epul ; batu batu ;D
- estee ; amoii yang adorable (;
- u'un ; gossip partner , xoxo
- rauf ; busuk ! 8)
- wue ; haziq's ;)
- tiah ; kawan yng sangat jauh .

unforgettable day ! <3

haii !

tadi kan , before gi sekolah , dalam bas , gha tanya amoi dia bawak tak baju bomba . amoi terus cam " ALAA ! aku lupa lahh " . then , kitaorang cam kesian lah kat dia . terus turun dari bas kat depan umah intan . guna payung dia gi jalan balik umah . mula mula cam AYU gila lah guna payung tapi rasa cam lambat jek terus lari redah hujan suma . then amoi gi masuk umah terus selongkar sume almari tp tak jumpa :( . then , otw nak gi bas balik . lawak gila . cam charlie's angles ohh . kitaorang lari laju gila . pastu kat simpang tu amoi nak gi anta payung kat umah intan . pastu ayat dia cam perompak yang tengah lari dari polis ohh " kau lari dulu ! aku letak payung " . cam jerit jerit tau . sekali naik bas gha kata " korang , takpek lah . aku takesah pun kalau tak pakai baju tu " . =___________________= hekeleh minah ni . kata lah awal awal . haha . tapi tak pek gak , dapat lari . EXCERSICE ! ;D

and then sampai sekolah baju dah basah . students dah gerak nak masuk kelas . nasib baik naik bas kalau tidak sure prefects dah amik nama . time masuk sekolah tu , muka sorang sorang cam batak jek . cehh konon konon cam VIP ahh , lambat takpe . sila sila , jemput jemput . hahah .

time balik , jumpa amoi kat depan kelas dia . saya ni ha teringin nak makan ice-cream so cakap kat amoi nak gi kantin tp dia tamau teman . so fine , gi kat amir mintak dia belikan . sekali pusing pusing , amoi hilang . then jalan lah saya membawa diri . sekali dah jalan sampai tempat tunggu bas tu , amoi tak da gak . so cam AIK ? mana minah ni en , bukan dah jalan dulu ke . tetiba rasa cam dah TERTINGGALKAN dia kat belakang . pastu gi lah cari kat pagar sekolah , dia rupanya ngah cari ORANG DI SINI . haha . sekali safika cerita , AMOI , SAFIKA , NAJAT , ADEE ngan siapa lagi tah , tengah tunggu kat atas . HAHAHAHA . kesian mereka . amoi siap cita , dorang gi cari kat kelas , kantin , tapak perhimpunan , semua lah . rupanya dah keluar sekolah . HEEE :D
tapi bila ingat balik , macam sweet gila . risau jugak mereka saya hilang . haha .

p/s : saya tahu cerita saya panjang , tp tulah hari saya hari ni (;

xoxo ,
rabiiehmzh

different but last long

haii ,

today , for me a bit different . i feel so close to my classmates . especially najat and danial . we had this 'heart to heart' talked in class . we just speak out all the things we felt before about the class , relationships , life and problems we have now . then without notice the time , suddenly the bell rang . GRR ! kacau kacau . almost reach the climax ! they said , they want to continue tomorrow but i'm gonna be at school the whole day , so cannot ! not fair . mahu tahu juga . MAMARAZZI berjaya ni . haha .

then , tadi ada latihan umah sukan . lepak ngan azizi . memang fun gila ! gelak gelak sume . loyer buruk semua kuar . ada connection kot between us . haha . memang lama sangat tacam tu kat sekolah . so thanks azizi ! (;

xoxo ,
rabiiehmzh

freedom for 1 day ;D

haii ,

wottt ! berlalu sudah 2 kertas penilaian untuk HARI INI . haha . ALHAMDULILLAH ! agak senang lah . KH jek yang agak complicated sebab TAK BACA HAPRAK . heeeeee :D esok relax cause tak de paper langsung . then continue on wednesday ada 2 paper kot hari tu ; SEJ and BM . math tak sure agi . kalau ada , fuhh ! full memory card kat brain . hee :D then thursday ada BI and SCIENCE :O science kuar sampai chapter 3 pulak itu ! haiyo . nasib lahh 3 chapters ni agak senang nak ingat . cuma part plants dalam chapter excretion susah sikit nak ingat . haihh , harap lah ini otak ada fast speed nak ingat sume nanti . then , friday , the FINAL DAY , GEO . then lepas itu , MERDEKA sampai mid term . haha . so , this week memang ngan buku jek tetapi JADUAL ONLINE tetap seperti biasa . heee :D

xoxo ,
rabiiehmzh

aiyok ! :O

haii ,

esok kan dah start test ! aiyokk ! tapi paper esok agak senang kott . agama ngan kh . agama dah baca tapi kh siapa nak baca ohh ? heee :D wish me luck ogeyhh ?

xoxo ,
rabiiehmzh

kak ina tag saya (;

1. Name one person who make you laugh last night?
epul
2. What were you doing at 0800?
dengkur ;D
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
study , laughing , messaging
4. What happened to you in 2006?
ohh , zaman kegelapan dan zaman kenangan .
5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
depends . banyak sangat .
6. How many beverages did you have today?
klu jenis air - 3 tp klu berapa kali minum - countless . heee :D
7. What color is your hairbrush?
brown
8. Was was the last thing you paid for?
makanan kat restoran .
9. Where were you last night?
room
10. What color is your front door?
brown
11. Where do you keep your change?
in my ibu's purse . hee :D
12. What's the weather like today?
lembap .
13. What's the best ice-cream flavor?
VANILLA ! <3
14. What excites you?
PMR ! "CAN'T" wait . haha .
15. Do you want to cut your hair?
tanak . dah lama rambut tapanjang . haha .
16. Are you over the age of 25?
no . muda lagi tau !
17. Do you talk a lot?
yeah . A LOT ! can't stop . haha .
18. Do you watch the O.C?
no .
19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
no . kita kenal nama m'sians jek . haha .
20. Do you make up your own words?
yeah ! banyak gila .
21. Are you a jealous person?
sometimes
22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
AMOI !
23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
koshni ! haha .
24. Who's the first person on your received call list?
bapak !
25. What does the last text message you received say?
perlu ke tau ?
26. Do you chew on you straw?
yes ! untk menghilangkan rasa nak makan . haha .
27. Do you have curly hair?
no .rmbut kita straight forward ;D
28. Where's the next place you're going to?
room
29. Who's the rudest person in your life?
rude ? hmm , tiada kott .
30. What was the last thing you ate?
capati ! yummy .
31. Will you get married in the future?
maybe , kalau ada orang nak. ECEHH . ahah .
32. What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
tak mengingati lahh .
33. Is there anyone you like right now?
like ? nahh . kita focus kat study . haha .
34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
tadi
35. Are you currently depressed?
nope .
36. Did you cry today?
tak .
37. Tag 1,2,3,4 or 5 people who would do this survey.
aiman , fatin , yang rajin .

gotong-royong

haii ,

today my school wat gotong royong dlm kelas . since the PIBG meeting is tomorrow , so the discipline teachers want the school look totally to clean and nice . totally fake ! haha . my class berjiran dengan 3C yang totally kecuh and fun (antara mereka) . then ilyas ni , my classmate , muncul dia nya ke-loyer lawaan dia , gi lap tingkap 3C pastu azreen yng 3C gi my class ber-gay ngan arif . sengal ! then ada this part scary gila , aqil tengah lap kipas , ttbe ADA ORANG SWITCH ON kipas! rambut dia dah kena dah kat centre kipas tu tau ! scary gila !

ohh ohh tapi memang fun sangat ! time rehat ajar France Boy cara nak ignore marissa . tidakkah itu hebat ? heee :D

selalu mengalah , aww

Lirik lagu - Seventeen
Selalu Mengalah

jelaskan padaku isi hatimu
seberapa besar kau yakin padaku
untuk tetap bisa bertahan denganku
menjaga cinta ini

pertengkaran yang terjadi
seperti semua salahku
mengapa selalu aku yang mengalah
tak pernahkah kau berfikir
sedikit tentang hatiku
mengapa ku yang harus selalu mengalah
pantaskah hatiku masih bisa bersamamu

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seberapa besar kau yakin padaku
untuk tetap bisa bertahan denganku
menjaga cinta ini

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tak pernahkah kau berfikir
sedikit tentang hatiku
mengapa ku yang harus selalu mengalah
pantaskah hatiku masih bisa bersamamu
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masak masak ;D

haii ,

saya dengan ini membuat pengakuan ikhlas dari hati yang tulus bahawa saya sebenarnya memasuki persatuan ERT . HAHAHAHA xD well , kita kan lady-like gitu . mana nak masuk benda benda yang tough . haha xD tadi ada perjumpaan . ktorang kena masak makanan tradisional . fuhh , group lain suma masak lauk lauk kampung tetapi tidak bagi kumpulan saya yang MODEN . kami masak NASI GORENG KAMPUNG tetapi letak rencah NASI GORENG TOM YAM . HAHA . sengal gila . memang YUMMY . sekali rasa sure tanak lagi xD tiada lah , boleh lah tahan . untuk anak dara cam kami ;D dengan lauk keropok import from Ganu dan papedem . uish , memang bila makan nasi goreng tak hingat dunia . petang ini kena jogging .

pergi dulu ! da ! (;

xoxo ,
rabiiehmzh

3 Jujur

haii ,

today , my class sangat fun ! bising gila and then perangai sorang sorang taleh tahan . sangat SENGAL ! haha . perangai yang tapenah tunjuk semua keluar . tu lah akibat bila dah masuk tahun ke 2 bersama . tak da selindung selindung dah . haha . hmm , boleh dikatakan kelas ktorang kelas yng paling bising untuk hari ni . heee :D

xoxo ,
rabiiehmzh

hard to get

haii ,

pagi tadi pergi jogging ngan gha . jumpa epul , lepak lepak . pastu balik . THE END . HAHA .

tiadalah nak cita ni , sweet memory memang susah sangat nak dapat kan ? just in certain times jek leh dapat IF lucky . well that's life right ? time serious/problem memang life miserable , depress all the time and hati tak tenang but time fun tu memang indah sangat . gelak sampai tegang pipi . cam pakai botox . haha . i really miss the old times . tu lah orang kata , umur berubah perangai pun sibuk jek nak ikut . so , perangai gila gila tu makin lama makin kurang . hmm , be tough people . we get older so we can't expect the way we had fun time before will be the same forever . CHAIYO ! ;D

xoxo ,
rabiiehmzh

14 Feb 09

haii ,

today quite fun for me . in the morning , my school ada rentas taman . excited gila ! memang dah lama tunggu saat saat ini . hee :D tetapi ! ada this incident , girls kelas 1 ( f3,f4,f5) dah lari . almost reach the finish line then suddenly cikgu yang kat tepi asked us to stop . they said we already disqualified . like WHAT THE IKAN lah kan ? geram gila . then we have to start over again . kepala benjol dia en . fine lah , sebab nak dapatkan points gi lah . ohh ohh , i made a new record ! heee :D dua dua kali kena lari tu , saya tidak berhenti langsung ! WOOOOT ! go rabie ! walaupun badan awak comel , awak masih boleh lakukan . hahah xD

then , my abah just came back from Chiang Mai , Thailand this afternoon . he went there just to play golf with his best friend =____= but he bought us some souvenirs . my ibu and my sisters got purse , my brothers got wallet , kot and this little youngest biggest daughter got handbag ! HAHA . lawa sangat ! thanks bapak <3>

blue card ,
rabiiehmzh

released , fiuhh (:

haii ,

haihh haihh *sighs . masalah memang takan pernah selesai . sebab tu kalau dah bahagia bahagia jgn lupa mungkin esok lusa masalah datang berbakul bakul . so , masalah semalam dah selesai . i think i'm too sensitive ohh . sikit jek dah senang sangat terasa and nangis . hmm , mcm mana nak jadi heartless balik ehh ? maybe new environment kott yang jadi cam ni . well , this year ktorangkn akan menghadap PMR , so banyak orang nak berubah . that's why kott . hmm , serious ohh . i really miss the old times . old memories memang takan lupa forever but new memories will be much sweeter . right ? ;D

ohhh , i think i get my old best friend back . weee <3

protective ,
rabiiehmzh

KENAPAAAAAAAAAAAA ?!

why i always have to suffer like this ?! i try to change and make our friendship better but it seems useless . from what i see , u're trying to put some border so that we can be away from each other . when i get too close to other friends , u look jealous but when i'm trying to talk to you , you just reply with 2 words only or just a nod . i'm stress and sometimes i don't know what happened to you and where the old you go . it's somewhere . we always in a tight situations . just now , i cried beside u but u don't care and not even a question "why" . come one , we're best friends since we're kids . idk what i did wrong but please . tell me ! i need to know . i know u feel the same way but u try not to show and you create a distance between us . no more sorry , no more laughter , no more sincere in treating , no more a real true friends . i dont want that to happen . i love our friendship and don't want it to end just of jealousy . haihhh :'(

miss the old times ,
rabiiehmzh

gula

haii ,

today , saya CUTI umum . pergi klinik check kepala sebab selalu sangat pening kepala . so cam agak takut ada apa apa kat kepala . makan lambat jek mesti pening cam nak pitam . lagipun kan kepala ni dah 3 kali terhentak tp ALHAMDULILLAH tak da apa apa infection just doctor said my body need sugar . less sugar in blood . gitu lahh . orang selalu terlebih gula saya kurang . control makan lah katakan . lepas tu , singgah Jln Tunku Abd Rahman jap . ibu nak hantar baju kat tailor . tapi kita orang perempuan mestilah sambil menyelam minum air . beli kain baju kurung lagi ! ;D for my sis's wedding . lepas tu , gi lunch kat KGNS pukul 2 baru sampai umah . kuar kol 7 lbh . cam gi sekolah . hmm , itu je lah kot . ohhh ! petang ni WAJIB gi jogging (;

xoxo ,
rabiiehmzh

Ms. Lonely ;D

haii !

tadi pukul 740 keluar dari umah gerak umah atin . nak pergi jogging . sekali sampai sampai jek umah minah ni , dia TIDUR LAGI ! keluar keluar muka SEMEMEH baru bangun . sure tak mandi lagi en . CEYHHH , dia yang ajak orang sekali dia kata " malas lahh " . =___________= so , saya pun membawa diri ke RANTAU TASIK seorang diri . HAHA . kena lah jogging seorang diri . dah alang alang seorang , pusing 1 tasik tengok KEINDAHAN tasik yang PERMAI . haha xD LUAS gila ! and scary too .

ohh , nak PAM TAYAR BASIKAL ! EEE ! dari RAYA hari tu lagi , tak pam tak pam gak . ish ish . tu lah , batu 10 jauh sangat . siapa ada ? sila hantar di kediaman BETA . heee :D

sekian ,
rabiiehmzh

something unexpected but real

saya ambil dari atin nya . sebab ? bosan sngt . tarak tau mau tulis apa hari ini . activiti yang sama untuk seminggu ni . jogging , sekolah , gossip , perasaan , sama je kan ? so , today a bit different . i wanna tell some of my personalities .

• suka dikelilingi oleh SAHABAT so that boleh lupa masalah yang menimpa . CEWAHH ! ;D
• suka bila orang kesah pasal diri ini . rasa dihargai sangat tp tak da sampai jd busy body tu dah annoying gila ahh .
• gila tasuka kat orang yang nak jadi luar dari diri dia sendiri .
• kalau ada benda yang wat rasa sedih , akan simpan dulu sampai 1 tahap dah taleh tahan , nangis , then akan cari orang yang betul betul sesuai untk luah kan .
• tasuka tunjuk perasaan sebenar kat orang . sampai orang clueless wheather saya ni happy ke tak .
• akan baca balik message lama . walaupun dah 5 kli baca . memory plak ! :D
• suka tulis sajak and baca novel . orang sastera ni ! haha .
• kalau jumpa CICAK sure jerit cam tengok cita hantu xD
• kalau dalam sebulan takuar gi jln jln , tak sah .
• suka pukul buntut ibu . HAHA .
• suka tendang buntut kawan . hee :D SEDAP en ?
• kalau tengah study , rasa cam ngantuk gi turun on jap ingat kejap jek . sekali lama gila ! cam sekarang . heee :D
• kalau dah sayang gila kat SAHABAT , rbie akn jaga dia gila gila . mcm amoi , teyha atin and rauf. tp atin ahh yang selalu dapat layanan istimewa . GEDIIK !
• kalau ngah sakat sakat , ttbe jek muncul identiti kedua dlm diri sendri . mcm tetiba jek leh baca fikiran orang pstu reply balik . padahal orng tu tacakp pape pun . tahu pelik . tp itu lah RABIATUL ! ;D
• teringin gila nak guna "saya awak" . tp tiada teman berbicara . haha .
• suka gila kasi gelaran kat orang . pastu berkekalan (; siapa pernah kena ? terasa sendiri ehh ? :D

banyak gila actually tapi saya sendiri tadapat nak ingat perangai ni . korang sendiri lah kot yang bgtau saya perangai saya cana . okay ? deal ! ;D

so long ,
rabiiehmzh

Bomba , upset , fun !

HAII !

pagi tadi , saya pergi SMK Taman Medan untuk pemilihan BOMBAnya kem daerah . saya TERPILIH ! AAAAAAAAAAAAA ! TETAPI ! saya tarik diri . because i think study is more important . PMR pulak this year . dah lah saya ni susah nak catch up math walaupun 1 hari jek tinggal . so susah lah . plus , training nanti , EVERYDAY for 2 weeks before the camp . pergi pagi balik petang . fuhh , semput ahh nak kejar . so , i prefer untuk rasa bersalah sekarang dari frust menonggeng depan dewan after dpt result . serious ahh , i really really really feel soo upset . dah lah wakil dari my school 2 orang jek . then , when i get a chance saya tarik diri . tp , i promised to myself , form 4 , SEMUA activiti kat sekolah , saya akan join . tengok ah . REVENGE ! haha . next year , saya akan pastikan saya pergi daerah atau negeri . WAHH ! tengok masa depan tau ;D

tetapi if dapat good results and dapat offer masuk asrama , saya sanggup tinggalkan sklh skrng and masuk asrama . kat asrama saya akan active GILA ! so that , boleh senang suit ngan environment baru (; if tak dapat pun , nak jugak pindah sekolah . LANTAK ! :D

so gitu lahh , ceritanya . tapi memang bersalah gila ahh . semua pegawai keep on asking me , asal tarik diri , jom lah join . sampai april jek . kalau kebangsaan baru mei hbs , jom lahh , wakil kan sekolah . BLA BLA BLA BLA . GRR ! geram geram . sedih pun ada gak . tetapi , kalau tengok balik orang yang pergi tu , mcm tiada geng . tamau lah , tak fun nanti . HEEE :D

okay lahh , assalamualaikum (; bbye !

confident ,
rabiiehmzh

counseling session

haii ,

school was fun today and i had a counseling session just now . from 12 noon until 230 pm . actually it's for najat only but najat asked me to accompany her . it's not that she did a discipline problem but she actually has a potential to improve and be the best . well , tadi quite fun . kitaorang just luah suma benda yang ktorang rasa . apa problem yang kita ada . tak de topic . just luah sume ! then , saya pun luah lah semua benda . memang fun sampai tertinggal bus =____= apalahh pak cik bas ni . tak hingat orang ;D so agak release lah sekarang . and i've started to trust a counselor . heee :D

xoxo ,
rabiiehmzh

Abah Hamzah <3

haii !

hari ini sangat letih ! well , hari ni kan ada netball tournament untuk under 18 . so saya join . sekalilah join berpanas , bergelak , bergambar dan bermain . haha . memang exhausted gila ahh . balik mandi , solat terus tidur . balun katil ibu . abah nak tidur en kena mengalah tidur kat tingkat bawah cause my mom dah kasi warn , jangan kacau adik , dia baru nak lena . heee :D then , petang tadi hujan plak tu . PERGH ! memang nyaman and nyenyak gila ah en . bangun jek , ibu dah terus suruh gi kedai =____= rosak mood . haha .

then tadi kan , my sister wat kerabu mangga mix dengan sotong keping kering yang ada gula tu . saya tamau . udah malam dehh . jaga badan lah konon . hahaha xD then my abah , offer lagi siap dah angkat chopstick . okay lah fine . pastu sekali kena SUAP ! AWWW ! sangat sweet kan . haha . tu kali ke 2 kot . HAHAHA . sedih gila en ? xD cam tu lahh ABAH HAMZAH . walaupun hanya saya muka cam dia . haha :D

sekian , wassalam

last long ,
rabiiehmzh

ponteng ! weee (;

haii !

esok kan , saya leh join pegi tournament ! tengok under 18 main ! WOOT WOOT ! but it's consider ponteng . whatever ! janji pergi ! (; tetapi , u'un nadal tak gi , KECHEWA =___= tp tidak mengapa dehh , maybe petang esok jumpa kan ?! JOGGING TOGETHER GETHER . haha ;D

fun ,
rabiiehmzh

netball tournament :'(

haii ,

esok tournament netball akan berlangsung . so i thought i wanna join them . well , to give support of coarse . plus , under 18 tak leh gi under 15 nya game cause takut kes lah whatever . then , just now i received a msg from hanisah , she said Pn Faridah ,our netball teacher , not allow me to go . reason , tiada pemission pengetua . GRR ! baru berangan nak tengok gha ngan U'un Nadal main . HAHAHA . and baru nak ponteng ponteng . heee :D ceiitt , tasuka lah rules baru ni . banyak sangat and ngada ngada =___=

fine lah . kena lah gi sekolah . so , korang yang join netball tournament . i wish u all GOOD LUCK and HAVE FUN okay ? jgn stress . main chill jek (;

demanding ,
rabiiehmzh

it's empty for a moment

haii ,

i may be smile and laugh but inside only GOD knows . I'm suffering with all the lousy stuff and i'm the only person who felt it . i may be disappointed or frustrated to someone but i'm the one who knows and no one cares . until one moment i can't stand it anymore , i cried . cry cry and cry . i think maybe it's my fault . maybe i'm the one who makes people change and try to be away from me or maybe i'm not the perfect friend for them or i'm not good enough . i tried very hard to forget about it but more i try the more i hurt . i really like when i'm surrounded by good friends or true friends all the time because i can forget those sadness . even 5 minutes , i'll feel realase . sometimes i feel so jealous when i see some of my friends got a true friends . i'm not saying that i don't have one , i have but the one i love the most who turn me into this situation . i really don't like to be this emotional but i have to . so that , people will know i have a heart to take care and the sadness will be a bit remove from this clumsy life .

that's why i said , i'm so desperate to have new friends because i'm sick of the fake , plastic , hurting and sad life ! i thought maybe one day , the new friends will give me new experession about life . i found one but i don't know . i'm afraid , i'll be one who make that person hurt .
my life is complecated right ? well , now u know the real life of mine . not wonderful like u thought .

sekian ,
rabiiehmzh