Sahabat

"Aku mencintai sahabatku dengan segenap jiwaku, sahabat yang baik adalah yang seiring denganku & menjaga nama baikku ketika aku hidup/selepas mati, ku hulurkan tangan kepada sahabatku untuk berkenalan kerana aku akan merasa senang, semakin ramai sahabat, aku semakin percaya diri, aku selalu berharap mendapat sahabat sejati yang tidak luntur dalam suka/duka, jika aku dapat, aku ingin setia padanya... "

by Imam Shafie :')

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Revenge

i got my Haziq back. YEAAAAAAAAY ! :D :D :D :D

baca eh conversation ni. if you were me pun, you'll be crazy weh !

Rabie says:
haziq
haziq says:
hmm
Rabie says:
kita okay tak ?
kau okay tak ?
haziq says:
entahlah
Rabie says:
aku buat apa kat kau ?
haziq says:
entah
Rabie says:
haziq, jangan la mcm ni.
haziq says:
hmm
k
Rabie says:
alaaaa
baru semalam chat ngan kau, gelak gelak, hari ni dah mcm ni.
pastu nanti kau balik asrama ngan rasa yng down gila. pastu kau jumpa kawan baru yng boleh buat kau happy balik. then kau balik sini dah lupa ktorang.
haziq says:
yelah rabie
aku tak mcm kau
Rabie says:
huh ?
haziq says:
hani sruh kau nudge dia
Rabie says:
haziq, aku dah bgtau kau kan. asal mcm ni lagi ni ?
haziq says:
entah
Rabie says:
urgh, aku stress. aku rasa mcm nak nanges lagi.
haziq says:
haha
kau kena ngan aku
bagus kan aku ni
gempak tak?
Rabie says:
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZIQQQQQQQQQQ ~
urghhh !
haziq says:
hari tu kau berpura pura nangis kan
ni lah balasan dia
Rabie says:
EEEEEEEEEEEEEE
haziq says:
aku ingat lagi
Rabie says:
revenge ah ni ?
EEE
urgh
haziq says:
yelah
best tak?
Rabie says:
HOTAK KAU BEST
AKU NANGES MCM ORANG GILA TAU TAK
haziq says:
hahaha
padan muka
taknak pujuk
takut tertipu
lagii
Rabie says:
ye laa haziq
kau dah berjaya kenakan aku
thanks a lot.
haziq says:
marahlah tu
taknak pujuk
Rabie says:
tapi sumpah ke kau saja nak kenakan aku ?
kau tak betul betul marah kat aku en ?
haziq says:
first memang marah btol btol
tapi aku dah penat marah
so aku buat mcm tulah
Rabie says:
kenapa kau marah ?
haziq says:
sbb korang taknak layan aku
lps tu korang rahsiakan dari aku
aku dahlah happy gile masa balik sbb nak korang layan aku
lps tu takde sapa nak tegur aku
hmm
agak sedihlah
Rabie says:
awwwwwwwwwww
kesian nya kat kau.
then then ? dorang layan kau tak ?
haziq says:
skang
okaylah
layanlah
Rabie says:
pastu, aku ah kena ?
haziq says:
yup
sapa suruh kau layan aku lambat
Rabie says:
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY ! aku laa yang msg kau dari petang tu sampai malam, aku la yng layan kau. yng tegur kau sume. oh aku la kena ?
aku tido laa time tu .
eeee
haziq says:
hahah
sorry rabie comel bangat
Rabie says:
kau tau tak,
the whole day, aku ingat kat kau je ?
the whole day, aku susah nak senyum, aku rasa tak tenteram gila. risau gila vavi nya.
urgh
haziq says:
hahhaa
sumpah kat sana klau balik dorm aku teringat kau
$sbb beg kawan sebelah aku beg extreme
Rabie says:
*jgn makan pujuk rayu haziq
ahh kau !
banyak laa ayat manis.
nak pujuk mcm tu laa.
ye laa tu.
hmm.
pastu dah ingat aku. balik sini, marah kat aku. buat aku nanges.
haziq says:
hahha
ya Allah
sumpah
demi Allah
klau aku jumpa 3 budak perempuan bertudung jalan sama sama
aku teringat najat adee ngan hanisah
Rabie says:
:l
hmm.
haihh.
haziq haziq
haziq says:
btollah
SUMPAH
aku tak tipu pon

tak ke stress wehh ? haihh. haziq haziq. but what he did, makes me appreciate him more <3

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

A wish

" If aku bole buat satu permintaan. aku nak kita satu gang satu class weh. " :')

"Tetiba nanti masa U kita sama class, pergh memang terbaik gila laa. " :')

Arif arif arif. now i know how kind, soft hearted, sentimental and lovable you are. thanks for being my best friend wehh. you light up my day. you can make me smile even when im crying or depressed. you can make touched even when im in heartless mood.  thanks <3

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Our Soft Hearted Guy's story

" Aku dah nak kena surat amaran but selamat lah. Ceritanya begini; Aku dengan kawan aku balik dorm lepas prep pukul 10 pm. ktorang balik 15 minit awal, then ada announcement suruh kumpul kat dewan, ktorang tak tau, ktorang terus pergi makan, perut dah lapar, then tetiba ada cikgu datang, ktorang tau ktorang salah sebab balik awal, then lari lah ktorang naik dorm, masing masing cari tempat sorok, aku awah katil. gigil aku, nak terkentut pun ada juga time tu, cikgu pula tengah check dorm kat blik sebelah, aku buat keputusan lari dari dorm, bila aku turun tangga, cikgu pula naik, menggeletar aku tapi nasib baik cikgu tengah check dorm, aku sempat turun cepat. aku terus lari ke surau. then aku menyorok belakang dewan dalam gelap, time aku menyorok tu aku nampak dua kepala, muka putih, rambut hitam panjang. mula mula aku tengok tak jelas lama lama aku tengok makin seram aku tapi rupa rupanya tiang. haih, mcm mcm ayat aku baca. haha. benda berlaku kelmarin kot, sorry if cerita tak menarik. and now everynight kat dorm airmata menitik je sbb aku asyik ingat korang. aku asyik terfikir kan best if korang gelak dengan aku. "

the story sangat funny. i laughed out loud when i read Arif msg. but bila dah ending tu, touching gila. he misses us and remembers us in his every breath. awwww, me too wehh :'(

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

SMK Kota Kemuning Sports Day

hey,

so pagi ni, ada hari sukan sekolah kat stadium mashusyita. bosan gilaaaaaaaaaaa ! sumpah tak tipu. sampai sampai, tengok participants nya preparation. then, watched 3000m and 1500m lelaki. then, baru perbarisan. and pagi ni, panas gilaa. the sunlight, straight kena muka. pergh (y) then, bla bla bla. jalan jalan pusing stadium. lepak, tangkap gambar. lepak -,- bosan weh. but Izzat, my classmate took good care of me at the stadium. he accompanied me all the time. even though i didnt even ask. hee. thanks izzat (: then, hangout with Lin, Sapeq, Adon, Wan (Hanna's boy), Atin (Lin's boy), memang huru hara. they were crapping like crazy wehh (Y) then, hangout juga with Al, Khairul, Amme, Sab, Sarah, Najwa, Shakina, Adil n Zaim. yeay, dorang je la yang best kan hari. but the event memang (N) damn. 

oh btw, today is Hanna Aziz's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNA !  <3

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Random

i wrote these during agama class :

Silence makes me think about you,

Tears want to come out, 

I force myself to hold it in, 

Strong, happy, that are what i want to be.

My heart somehow feels like storm effects.

Needs love ones to heal the pain.

but i know its just a dream that will never comes true, 

I redha and move on.

Stars shining bright, 

and i wish upon the stars that you'd be here with us,

Forever.

Inilah takdir hidup kita, 

Harus terima dengan relanya,

Tetapi jangan pernah lupa,

Persahabatan yang terjalin,

Tiada hujungnya :')

*aku rindu KORANG banyak gila <3

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Heal the pain

i need someone to make me laugh. to make me forget all the pain. everything has changed. and it sucks. i dont like it. hanisah has turned to be someone new and its really hurting. then, conflicts happen here and there. i can feel the pressure even though im far away. i miss them. they are reasons to everything. 

najman told me that the girls and the guys havent hangout often nowadays. it makes worry. everybody is feeling empty and lonely. so you have to work together laa so that korang nya everyday life happier and more fun. argh, damn la. im so fragile nowadays. i'll cry even on a small thing. bosan bosan bosan. Lin selalu marah sebab i always talk about something random and out of topic. sorry Lin, aku tengah serabut, thats why aku macam ni. sighs. 

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Muhd Haziq b Harun

Haziq, kau pun sama kan, nak pergi juga. haih. tapi takpe, its for your own good and future kau kan. takpe aku redha. kau kat sana, take care k ? jangan jadi sweet talker sangat. nanti, ramai aweks suka kat kau,  Najat, Hani ngan aku,  kau nak campak mana ? haha.  study elok elok. focus. aku tau kau pandai math but still kena study gak subject lain. and jangan tonggek sangat, nanti kena bahan, nak ngadu kat sapa ? aku takde. haa, kan susah. hee :D jangan lupa ktorang kat sini, if kau need someone to talk to, kau call je ktorang. we'll be there for you (: best friends forever k haziq ? aku sayang kau. haih, lepasni, kat sapa lah aku nak ngada ngada. tinggal najman je. oh and, jangan lupa number ktorang au. penting !

okay la haziq, bye <3

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

semangat baru

hey,

so, since school is reopening tomorrow, so im decided to restart the whole thing. i want to study harder, smarter. i want to be more rajin and focus. i want to finish my homework on time. i want to send books on time and i want to be happy, hyper, strong and fun like old time. i dont want to cry anymore. because live in gloomy mood is sooo not fun at all. and it makes me hard to smile. isnt that bad ? really bad right ? and it is soo not me. omg, im so perky. hahaha. okay diam rabie. yeay. so yeah. i hope whatever i wish will come true. but dont worry korang, i wont forget y'all. never. okay ? i love you. 

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

im just a regular human

najman, i think i understand the thing you mentioned yesterday. yang pasal semua orang dah pelik tu. yeaa, i think i feel the same way.  everybody is changing to be a bit moody and not happy like old time.  and we be a bit serious and not crazy and crappy like before kan ? i think i know why. because the people yang pergi take our hearts with them and we're a bit shock on their leaving. it takes time for us to make use to it. to accept the fact that they're not here with us everyday, everytime. so najman, dont worry, things will be okay like it used to be but without them. i felt it before and its really hurting, hard and makes you cry almost everyday but after some times, you will be okay. just appreciate what you have and present things around you (:

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Recover

hey, 

after the guys went to mrsm and i went back to Kemuning and most probably akan balik KJ in 2/3 weeks from now, somehow i feel empty. sunyi. my msn, at my best friends list, only Hanisah is online. hp, no more message from them. like Haziq said, everyday he waits for them to online or text him but none. sigh. and i miss our old time. almost everynight we'll chat and talk random topics. sigh. nak tunggu 14 haribulan 3 tu macam lama gilaaa. kan ? :'(

i miss my girlfriends (Teha, Amoi, Fatin and Gha), i miss my heps girlfs (Hanisah, Najat, Adee and Zue), i miss my boyfriends (Haziq, Najman, Izzat, Arif, Syahey, Acap, Ame and Ilyas). they light up my day. EVERYDAY. now, i must find friends that can make me laugh or at least smile everyday. 

i have to recover myself, my spirit, my mind and my life. its messy. YaAllah, help me please. i need You in my everyday life.

Missyou, Loveyou, 

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

our memories

dah, semua picture kita lepak aku upload. semua pergi. mara curi. ambik ambik. yang aku tau, nanti dorang balik sini, sume berjaya, happy, tak lupa orang sini n jadi orang eh ? haih. sayang korang. sangat. sumpah. ingatkan harini tak nak nanges, sekali Haziq buat dialog drama melayu, terus :'( haih. ame, aku tau kau sakit, but be strong okay ? insyaAllah, ada rezeki, kau dapat masuk mrsm. i'll pray for you (: yang lain tu, dah dapat masuk, dont waste your only chance okay ? use it wisely and aku tau, korang pandai and if ada bad influence yang try to make you guys jauh dari kitaorang, please, jauhkan laa. haih. bye korang. aku nak korang tau, no one can replace you guys :') 

Missyoualready, Loveyoualot,

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Muhd Izzat Amir b. Awang

Izzat ! malam ni, asyik kena maki je en ngan kau. takpe, aku redha. ni laa last time kau nak maki aku en before kau pergi. lepasni, sapa lagi en. hahah. kau kat sana take care. jangan jadi gay. even kat kelantan pun, kau ingat gay kat Jasin je ? haha. ingat pesan aku. penting ! focus in studies. dont waste chance yang kau dapat tau. dont easily give up and be strong. and remember your promise that you wont forget us forever and we'll be best friends forever. yeay <3>

Missyoualready, Loveyou,

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

For you