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I MISS HAZIQ b. HARUN ! what happened to you laa ? where are you laa ? how are you laa ? are you okay laa ? i miss you laa ! adoii. aku text kau pastu rejected. damn. if balik kj, text laa. dont laa senyap je k. risau laa. haih.

NAJAT ! aku rindu kau juga. haih. kau pun suka buat aku risau. kalah Hanisah, tau ? grr.

ILYAS ! im sorry i didnt answer your call that day. aku tak perasan. im so sorry k babe. its not that i ignore you ke apa k ? no offense k.

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Muhammad Za'im

introduction : he's my classmate, my TWINS (29/9) and he sits behind me in class. and now he's in hospital because of surgery to remove the swollen tissue from his left thigh.

okay, so za'im. get well soon k. the guys are not happy and noisy like they used to be when you're with them. especially izzat, even kau tag dia kat photo tu pun, dia cakap kau sayang dia and tak sayang aku -.- emm, and nobody wants to take away my bag anymore, which is weird because you like to do i that and you do it E-VE-RY-DAY ! haha. ohh, and now i know apa motif ubat and all that you brought to school last week. eish, secretive betul ! suddenly je masuk hospital. last friday, relax je. like nothing happened. and about my books. you dont have to worry laa, sampai asked your mother to send it to my house. uish, if you dont give my books back pun takpe. tapi how i want to copy notes and give it to you laa kan ? k, good point. haha. so anyway, when i've time and transport, i'll come and visit you at hospital with the gang, ok ? you take care of yourself and cepat sembuh tau ! i know, zaim kuat, kan kan ? yeay :D

Imissyou, Iloveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3

no offense, im sorry

its not that i dont wanna to reply/talk to you, but sometimes i think you annoy me. you kept saying you miss me yadayada. okay, people will say its sweet. yes it is but if you say it everyday and after that, we have nothing to say, won't it become weird, awkward and annoying ? it's not that i wanna be batak or whatsoever kan, my other best friends/friends also miss me but they tak text me everyday and you dont have to join every conversations that i have with my friends. we have our own life and you have to understand that i have a new life to handle. its not easy for me to handle new things. i got new friends and i have to give more attention to them too. i dont want them to think like im using them for the sake of happiness. when im lifeless at school, i need them really badly. then when i have you, i throw them away. im not forgetting you nor my other old friends. i still love y'all and still remember our unbroken friendship. you know me very well. what type of friend i am. i wont and never will forget where i come from and who i grew up with. just give me some space and dont push me any further nor harder since i get annoyed easily nowadays. im sorry if this post hurts your feeling, its not easy to tell the truth without hurting people's feeling badly.

missyou, loveyou,
Rabiatul Hamzah <3