Tester JPJ PMS.

Assalamualaikum :)

how are you people ? semoga dalam lindungan dan rahmat Allah, insyaAllah :) 

so im just done with my JPJ test. i passed my 3 perkara; bukit, parking and three pointer. pass dengan jayanyaaaa :D berbintang bintang, gilang gemilang ! Alhamdulillah (: at first tu macam, yaAllah ! takutnyaaaaaaaaa ! gilaaa tak takut wehhh. 2 days before test, practice laaa bukit kan. tak boleh buat tau. firstly sebab dah lama tak practice and lupa. secondly sebab kereta kancil tu handbrake tak makan tau. so macam, ishhh dah nak test ni. before test tadi, tanya laa kat Mr Pusha (my instructor), Amirul and Za'im how to do bukit kan. so dorang ajar and explain. then during the test, macam okay relax. memang mulut tak stop sebut basmalah. chill. then, hahahaha terlajak tau. excited lewwww. then kakak JPJ tu suruh reverse. aku pun lepas la break. VERY slowly. hahaha. then, okay. PERFECT! then nak turun ni. fuhhh part paling gerun. sebab once you step on the yellow line, if kereta reverse ke belakang, you straight away fail. then stable kan minyak and clutch. hit pedal minyak more. angkat clutch slowly and jalan. PERFECT! tayar tak keluarkan bunyi bising pun. memang senyum lebar laaa :D Mr Pushpa was like,

"Dia ni mesti lulus punyaaa." :D kembang jee bila dengar ayat tu. muehehe :3 then buat parking, three pointer pun smooth jeee. Alhamdulillah :D

then sambung at 145pm. alrightttt. then sambung on the road. haaaaaaaaahhhh. time tengah tunggu giliran tu macam pilih pilih tester dalam hati la. macam, err dia ni macam garang je. kay taknak taknak. dia ni pula, emm not bad laa. dia pula, uuuu~ handsome. hahaha. then dapat yang mcm okay laa. gembira dah ni. kay, masuk kereta, tunggu tester tu masuk kereta baru start. dia masuk je, aku pun start la step 'berlakon' tu. adjust seat. then nak tarik seatbelt, the tester was like, 

"sabar. saya tak suruh awak buat lagi. biar saya buat dulu. saya nak tengok awak buat tu semua."

dalam hati dah macam, hekeleh dia ni. belasah kang ! hahaha. okay buat la. then yada yada yada. the problem besar berlaku semasa di tengah jalan raya. baru half way la ni. then nak tukar gear 3 ni. kay tukar laa. tolak ke depan tengah. then tak laju. macam ehh apahal ni. then tester tu kata, tu gear 1. i was like, oh okay. then free gear, tolak kedepan tengah lagi. then mcm tetiba bunyi kuat tayar tau. macam eh kenapa ni. dah cuak dah. then tester tu kata, tu gear 5. i was like huhhhh ? apahal ni ? then tengah nak free gear tu, mcm ketat tau. mcm ehh, asal tak longgar ni. ye laa, nama pun free gear. tapi kenapa tak free tapi tight ? haa. at the same time pula, kereta tu sebenarnya berundur kebelakang. manalaaaaaaaaaaaa aku nak perasan kan weh ? tengah panic macam tu. then tester tu suruh tekan break. then tekan la. then tester tu tarik handbreak. dia keluar kereta. we switched places. yeah... that. means. fail. okay...

then otw balik tu, tanya la dia. apa saya buat salah ye ? then dia pun cakap la dengan penuh lembut dan sopan. macam ehhhhh ? boleh pun cakap baik baik. then dia explain sume. at the same time, nangis. the tester noticed. but dia nak buat macam mana pun, dia dah bagi markah dengan semangat nyaaa before tu -.-' 

so yeaaah. macam tu la cite dia. haaaah. pray for me for the second test. insyaAllah, lulus ;) May peace be upon  you.

Rabiatul Hamzah

Jar of hearts for you (;

Assalamualaikum :)

just put yourself in this situation okay. you're working as a waitress. you just came to work. you're in a good mood. very happy. then, suddenly your colleague blame you about what you did yesterday. because you did something INCORRECT. not wrong but INCORRECT. ada huge different eh kat situ. then, okay. you accept it with an open heart la. okay, aku salah. sorry for that. i didnt know and you should answer me when i asked HARITU. then, okay you get back on track. happy balik la. then you go to the toilet while there are some tables occupied by a few costumers laa. then suddenly you finds out that you got your period. like omagashhhh ada blood ! :O then you get back into the shop and get your pad and rush to the toilet again. yada yada *you know what you have to do* yada yada. then  bila masuk balik kerja, you are soooo thirsty because i havent drink since morning ni. while you drinking, suddenly you supervisor is being sarcastic. 

"pinggan tu boleh jalan sendiri ke ? meja tu boleh bersih sendiri ke ?"

then you go to clean up the tables laa sedap those pinggan takleh jalan sendiri kan. okayy.  then bila dah buat kerja tu pula, tetiba your supervisor cakap, you do this wrongly, you do that salah la, you dont do like that, you dont do like this. your supervisor doesnt even notice any good things that you do. like there's a discrimination. towards apa, you've no idea la kan. macam you je yang selalu kena blame. 

okay now, im asking you, apa yang akan kau rasa laa if this situations terjadi kat kau ? best ? sakit ? seronok ? marah ?

haaaa, here's the truth, i faced this haritu. dah la period first day, girls mesti tau la kan, perut rasa macam macam, then kena lagi perli perli salah tu salah ni. yaAllah ! Allah saja la tau betapa heart broken haritu. macam sakit gila la harini. honestly speaking, i cried. badly. alone. takde sapa pujuk. well, the didnt really know sebab dorang ingat aku mencangkung tutup muka sebab period pain. macam hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh rasa mcm nak berhenti at that time juga. macam taknak kerja situ dah. benci semua orang. macam takde sapa sayang dah, macam takde sapa care dah. yknow, that kind of feeling ? 

at the same time, i texted him. i said to him, 

"semua benda yang org buat salah. semua benda org buat tak betul. im bad kan ?"

and he just..quick. quick to notice that im not okay. i spilled my feelings to him. he called. he was sooo worried about me. he even wanted to talk to those persons who made me cry. then he hung up and said he'll call back. he texted me and i didnt reply because i continued my work. i pretended like i was okay. then when i checked my phone, he said,

"you wait there, im coming". i was shocked. macam, wehh takyah ! i was afraid yang dia akan gi confront my colleague. mcm ehh takyah laaa. benda kecik je. then dia insist. dia cakap, 

"dont worry. im coming. dah dalam bus, otw." 

after 10 minutes macam tu, dia datang dengan muka risau gila and terus tanya if im okay or not. then we walked to a restaurant and i spent my break time with him. and he made me smile and finally laugh. after break tu, masuk kerja dengan senyuman and macam tak pernah berlaku apa apa. 

if, if you're at my place, akan rasa apa ? haaa, think. he came all the way from tempat kerja dia, naik bus, then kena jalan kaki macam 1km plus plus just to calm you down. just to make sure that you're okay. just dont want you to be alone. jauhnya tempat kerja dia tu ngan my tempat kerja macam sunway to empire. haaaaaaa. or further. yeah. tell me what you guys feel if someone does this to you eh ? :)

Rabiatul Hamzah 

Assalamualaikum (:

how are youuuuu ? i hope everybody is fine, InsyaAllah :D sekarang busy sangaaaaat ! dengan kerja everyday balik malam, lesen lagi tak selesai selesai (InsyaAllah selasa ni test JPJ, PRAY FOR ME!) and then dengan wireless rosak lagi. so yeah, cannot online cannot update blog. haaaaaah, finally, dapat online :) since today cuti (ponteng sebenarnya) hehe. EH ! saya berdisiplin okayyyyy ? cuma today ada belajar memandu and habis lambat, so macam takyah gi kerja terus. hehe. okay okay, so since today cuti, dapat laa berehat kat rumah. macam hahhhhhh best nya. and then macam tetiba rasa macam nak makan luar. macam teringinnnnnnnnnnnnn sangat. ye laa, everyday aku hadap costumers. dorang order delicious food ! *promotesecretrecipe* haha. so macam, im tempted to eat something nice and tak selalu makan. so ajak laa my parents and abang makan luar. at first, semua buat dekkk je. ye laa, now kan tengah bulan. tengah nazak. duit kering gak la. and then suddenly abang nu tanya, jadi tak malam ni ? i was like, ehhh ? hahah. jadi apa lagi, MARI ! 

so we went to Murni dekat Bandar Sunway. its not too much if i say, Murni tu macam Heaven of Food. serious weh. makanan dia banyaaaaaaaaaaaak ! sedap pula tu. and tadi tengok menu macam, wow! macam nak order semua ! lepas makan, hahahaha macam fuhhhhhh ! fuhhhhhh ! hahahaha. gila ahh ! memang boleh laa gi situ lagi. berbaloi baloi wa cakap lu. hahaha. cepat, banyak, sedap, murah. haaa terbaik kan ? gooooo there ! girlfriendsssssss~ JOM ! :D TEHA ! DRIVE US THERE ! hahaa

bila dah kerja ni kan, macam dah tak menyempat nak buat apa. ye laa, cuti seminggu sekali je. pastu penat lagi. bila cuti tu, macam memang betul nak rehat and bermanja manja ngan family je laa. hahaa. bermakna la kata kata yang 'rumahku syurgaku'. aman je duduk rumah. hahaa. rasa macam waktu waktu bersama keluarga adalah waktu yang paling berharga. oh, ibu dan abah <3 hahahaha. 

okay perut kenyang, hati girang :D

Rabiatul Hamzah