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03 January 2010

A Big Day

heyy ,

so tomorrow is my big day. i'm gonna register as a new student at SMK Kota Kemuning. i really hope that people there are just like my friends at PJ. seriously. i'll remember JJ's advices tomorrow and selama i'm a newbie there. i'm gonna act naturally, follow the flow and speak using their language. i'm nervous , REALLY nervous. i hope they will accept me and welcome me with a warm punya salam perkenalan. haha.

maybe tomorrow or day after tomorrow, i'll go to Sri Permata to serahkan my form and take all my documents yng left behind. yeaay ! dapat jumpa mereka (;

malam ni tido awal. esok nak bangun pagi buta. tata :D

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Susah nak percaya

i posted a wall post just now.' "hai, nama saya Nur Rabiatul Addhawiyah bt Hamzah. pelajar baru di sekolah ini." too formal ? damn. ' then suddenly JJ commented it.

hahaha. JJ yang sangat sengal and until now , i can't believe that JJ gave me kata kata semangat and complimented me. thanks banyak gila kali wehh. haha. and at first , i thought i wanna give a speech like what he said tapi macam psycho gila je. haha. tu jeee post kali ni. challo ! (;

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Last laaa for tonight. hee

heyy ,

i know , i posted a lot of posts today. tapi entah, tengah serabut macam ni laa. but i promise , this post is my last post for tonight. hee :D

" I have friends whom i love. and i know they love me too. I'm sure about that. To forget about them is IMPOSSIBLE. I hope i'm still me when i'm in my new life. I'm scared. I'm scared of losing them. I'm scared, i'll lose touch with them. "

* korang, if suddenly aku change kan. aku dah tak text korang, dah tak tegur korang, remind/tegur me okay. please. aku tau korang paham my situation here. haih

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

02 January 2010

Nervous

heyy ,

since i'm kinda bored just now , i wrote something on a paper. i didn't plan it , it just came out.

" My name is Nur Rabiatul Addhawiyah. I'm now 16. I'm a teenager now. I'm wondering what kind of life is waiting for me out there. I miss my friends already. sigh 100 times. "

NERVOUS GILA TAU TAK NAK MASUK SEKOLAH BARU ?! ARGH

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Membebel

heyy ,

i feel like membebel laa. let's talk about last year. why did i say , last year was a great year. its because of my classmates. they made my day. everyday ! well, even though sometimes they were annoying , still they are the microphones and speakers for our class. never fail to make me laugh and class. masuk je kelas dah riuh rendah dah gelak sampai la belajar and balik. 3J <3

and then, about my social life last year. like i said before, last year paling banyak sekali outing. even nak dekat PMR pun keluar. konon nya nak release tension. haha. kelakar je. tapi memang la, last year many things happened that made me be more matured. nak jadi teenager kan, its normal laa. so i faced it with open heart. ecehh. padahal dah nangis hari hari. haha.

kawan kawan dalam list yang always make me happy and fly to the sky. haha

Teyha - she's the one who influent me to be gedik. haha. she's the one who thought me Loci. thanks banyak gila NURFATIHAH. kau selalu kasi aku stay umah kau. almost everyday. thanks (; and kau la yang aku bgtau everything. sumpah. and aku rasa kau la yang paling paham aku. and i want you to know , that i love your mama very much. HAHA. sayang kau gedik <3

Amoi - she's sensitive and senang terasa. i think she hurts many times because of me. damn me. sorry amoi. but something that makes me love you forever is because you stay by my side even though u're hurting inside. u keep on giving me kata kata semangat when i really need one. thanks amoi <3

Fatin - to be honest la kan jawa , u're the most complicated and unpredictable friend i've ever had. sumpah. tapi aku sayang kau. 10 tahun dah en. haha <3

Gha - i'll miss our jokes, sengal and keperasanan. sumpah ! u light up my day. sayang kau Gha JELITA <3

Najat - they said u've change. i have to agree. but when i'm on the phone with you, you still have your sarcastic. then i know that i still have the old you in you. paham tak ? haha. i'll miss your sarcastic. walaupun kadang kadang menyakitkan hati. haha <3

Un - kau laa perempuan paling kuat gila touching ngan aku. ngada, gedik sume kau. kau la yang ajar aku pandai touching. haha. and kau la the best peneman shopping ever (; sayang kau, tau tak ? <3

Ame, Arif, Najman, Ilyas, Acap, Haziq , Syahey and Izzat - korang terbaik. sumpah. sume kacak tapi perangai mengundang kaki. haha. tapi u guys are intelligent that what makes you guys different. korang yang ajar aku dalam kelas. lepas aku dapat result bagus, korang tanak ajar dah sebab result korang menurun. cakap aku la punca. haha. kelakar je. sumpah akan rindu korang gila banyak <3

Epul, Rauf, Nas and Afiq - even though kita lain sekolah but kita kamcing gila en en ? *if tak, kira aku syok sendiri. whatever. haha. pastu kita lepak dah banyak gila kali la en. haha. and everytime aku balik kj, mesti nak jumpa ngan korang. pasang jampi apa ? haha. nak join korang jamming lagi. best gila tau tak ? <3

ALAAAAAAA , ramai lagi sebenarnya. tapi ni je larat nak tulis. plus, ni je yang terlintas kat otak. jangan la terasa k yang tak di mention tuu. haih. ni yang nak masuk sentimental mood ni :'( i'll miss you all like orang gilak. keep in touch tau korang. don't forget about me tau. i promise, i'll never forget all of you. korang la crayon, water colour and pencil colour in my life. thanks banyak gila. ARGH. damn la pindah rumah ni.

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Buku Sekolah

heyy ,

this morning, i went to my school, SMK Kota Kemuning to buy exercise books. that school is HUGEEEEEEEE ! OMG ! tekejut kejap bila masuk sekolah tu. woaah ! haha. and sekolah tu memang teratur la. assembly place pun, luas sangat. woaah ! haha. korang kena datang nnt k ? hee :D tapi bila fikir balik, i'll miss my schoolmates gila banyak punya. haih. nervous sume ada. well, lusa dah sekolah kot. damn. wish me all the best k ? tata

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

First day of 2010

heyy ,

like old people always say , "jangan seronok sangat nanti mcm mcm boleh berlaku." lebih kurang la kan. and yea , i have to agree with that. my first day of 2010 , i vomitted and purging the whole day. i think its because of spray tu punya air or angin dia terkena my tongue then i swallowed it. pastu, memang weak gila semalam. i only drink 2 cup of water and ate sekeping bread. pastu, keluar balik semua. nicee. perut leper jee. haha. seluar longgar je lepastu. haha.

azam yang pertama, TANAK MAIN SPRAY TU LAGI. serik dah. haha

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

2010

haai ,

akhirnya kita masuk tahun baru. haihh. its kinda sad for me. to be honest , i cried time fireworks new year haritu. why ? sebab 2009 dah berakhir. to me 2009 was a wonderful and unforgettable year. in 2009 , i got new friends , new best friends , i had to sit for PMR and i think , LAST YEAR , tahun yang paling banyak sekali i went outing. hee :D ohh let me tell you what happened on 31st December sampai laa midnight tu k ?

in the morning , i went to arabic class. and it was our last class. sad. bye ustaz yang kacak. haha. then teha , mama kelly and i went to giant mall to buy school uniform. yeaay , now i'm ready to go to school ._. haha. then later , i asked mama kelly to send to Iman's house and met up with Hanisah and Iman there. after lepaking for hours , hanisah and me went back to my house to get prepared for new years' eve at The Curve. at my house , there was a situation between hanisah and me. it was very embarrassing and funny. hanisah , aku takan lupa forever wehh. pengakhiran zaman kanak kanak en ? haha.

then , bla bla bla , we arrived at Ikea at 8++ . met up with Ame , Acap and Kimy at Restaurant Kayu Nasi Kandar. they looked exhausted ! pity them. they've been bullied by Ame. haha. then , terjumpa dengan Epul , Nas and Rauf. i ran and sergah them from behind. they were soo shocked and cuak. haha. PADAN ! then forward forward forward .

while waiting for midnight , all of us stayed at this mall. Ikano kot ke The Curve. entah , like a give damn la kan. haha. then jumpa those Sri Aman-ians and KJ-ians. MERIAH GILA ! fuhh. then , we have to move out from that mall. then we played that Snow and party spray , even though tak new year lagi. sengal. haha. then, jalan sampai nak dekat SIKIT ngan stage. so that we can hear the counting. thanks to Nas , dia yang bawak ktorang. hee :D

ohh finally 12.00 am. HAPPY NEW YEAR ! boom boom boom *fireworks. haha. we sprayed each other and strangers too. nicee. then hanisah , iman and me hugged each other. sentimental mood kejap. and suddenly, i cried. nicee. haha. i'm not so sure why but i think because 2009 is over and that was the last i meet them. sigh. then dah main spray spray , dah letih , duduk la kat tengah tu kejap. and and I MET RAJA ZAKYY ! OMG OMG ! haha. finally , after 3 years of friendship through internet , we met ! dah laa on 01 01 2010 kan ? haha. yeaay us. haha.

then , lepastu, duduk la kat tepi jalan tu tunggu my sis pick us up. and thank kat Epul , Nas and Rauf sebab teman ktorang time tu. time tu best sangat ;D borak pasal azam baru, Nas wished Happy New Year kat sume orang yng lalu kat situ , gelak gelak mcm orang gila. haih, rindu :') ohh and i met my cousin with his girlf. borak borak. kutuk kutuk. dia bla. yeay. haha. pastu around 2++ my sis sampai. ktorang pun balik. lepastu, tido mimpi apa yng berlaku pagi tu. haha.

okaay , habis dah cerita. tau korang dah naik menyampah. panjang gila. haha. BYEE !

Rabiatul Hamzah <3