Aku menyahut seruan kerajaan !

Assalamualaikum :)

how are you peeps ? semoga di bawah lindungan yang Maha Esa, insyaAllah :) tengok picture tu. jom jerit sama sama. AAAAA ! DAPAT SECOND GROUP ! AAAAA ! less than a month from now. sigh sigh sigh. wedding Abang Nu is on 2nd June and 9th June. at that time, aku still kat kem. nanti balik for wedding, aku hitam. pastu family picture tak lawa. ala. baju dah pretty pretty dah. ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! ibu, jom beli sunblock ! :D tu satu hal. bulan 5 tu juga laa nanti ada friends yang might get Uni first intake or matrix kan. tak boleh say goodbye. heh. at first memang la happy bila dapat plkn ni last year. then bila dapat at wrong timing macam 50-50. Teha dah offer diri nak hantar ke stadium MPPJ hari lapor diri tu. YEAY YEAY ! SAYANG KAU TEHA :D ada yang lain volunteer ? please ? hahaha.

okay, to be honest, aku dah homesick. semalam before tidur, aku berair. alalala manja nyeww diewww. terbayang nanti pergi sana, satu family hantar (KORANG KENA HANTAR ADIK !). pastu peluk ibu. then terbayang nanti ibu tinggal sorang kat rumah ngan abah. mesti dorang bertekak je. hahaha. and of course, mesti dorang gi jalan jalan dua orang almost everyday. haha. pergi laa vacation. gi jauh sikit sementara adik takde ni :D 

aku also hope tengah tengah kem tu dapat offer letter for Asasi. asasi nya intake kan somewhere in mei. jadi marilah kita berdoa semoga dapat laa Asasi UIAM. Amin, insyaAllah :) dapat balik awal. pastu dapat jumpa kawan lain before masuk U. taknak masuk sorang sorang bawa diri. hehe. 

Ps: awak, awak taknak hantar org ke nanti ? hihi

Rabiatul Hamzah

Nak upah !

Assalamualaikum :)

apa khabar semua oraaaaang ? saya harap semua orang sihat, insyaAllah :D so, harini dah pun 3rd April. so that  means, dah tutup dah talian untuk meng-apply upu. haaaah, selesai satu masalah. Alhamdulillah, i made it through. walaupun serabut juga laa for couple of weeks. finally, its done and now doa and tawakkal je. dapat tak dapat, belakang cerita. janji dah usaha untuk apply. ye dok ? :) 

so now, Abang Nu nya wedding preparation. my part is guest invitation. aku laa yang kena type sorang sorang punya nama kan. jenuh weh. beratus ratut, nak edit size box nama tu, pastu nak potong lagi, tampal lagi. UNTUNG LAA ADA ABANG MACAM IWAN ! hahaha. today dia tolong tampal. fuisyoooh rajin gilew. hahaha. walaupun dia banyak bunyi tapi redha je laa. lagi baik daripada aku terkontang kanting buat sorang. hehe :B so aku potong, iwan tampal. Set :D tomorrow, abah ibu and me akan balik kampung ! cehh bunyi macam jauh je kan. haha. kampung pandan, kl yee ? please. im pure kl. muehehe :3 balik untuk agih kan kad because ada cousins yang jauh yang abah taktau alamat semua kan. so yeah :D jalan jalan la kami esok, wehooo~

Ps: even though dah takde income, at least dapat jalan jalan bila bila nak :D

Rabiatul Hamzah

Jom buka U sendiri ? nak ?

Assalamualaikum :)

okay, settle pasal result. now, Uni punya hal. YAALLAH ! pening gila tau tak ? abah tak agree with psychology sebab takde kerja. okay, business studies. but people cakap dah terlampau ramai yang graduate business and takde kerja. okayy. scaryyy. then im thinking of taking management and statistic. abah bising cakap aku otak bercelaru. padahal, dia yang tak stick kat one thing je. mula mula dulu nak suruh amik law. aku cakap no. then suruh amik medic. aku cakap no. then dia suruh amik engineering laa, business la, political science laa. sapa yang serabut sekarang ? dah elok dah aku nak amik psychology, now dah taktau aku minat apa dah. ye laa, tau laa. dia nak anak dia berjaya. kerja bagus nanti tapi kalau dah tak minat, nak buat macam mana ? nak terkandas tengah tengah jalan ? entah laa. HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! i still have one week untuk settle kan UPU thingy tu. nak change apa apa in one week ni la. i really have to go to Karnival Jom Masuk U tu laa. kat serdang benda tu. meman la jauh tapi kalau tak pergi, mau tak masuk U aku ni. bukan sebab tak layak tapi sebab taktau nak amik course apa. hehe. 

YaAllah, permudahkanlah urusanku. tunjukkan laa jalan yang benar. berikan petunjukMu kepada pilihan yang tepat. YaAllah, aku sangat memerlukan bantuanMu. berikan aku kekuatan jiwa, mental dan semangat. Amin :)

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

ive made them proud :)

Assalamualaikum :) 

i hope everybody is in good condition, insyaAllah :) so i just got my SPM result. Alhamdulillah, i got what i expected. so macam, gembiraaa sangaaat walaupun ada C. haha. kay, to juniors, jangan contohi saya. haha :D i got 2A+ (BM & Sej), 3A (MATH, Pend. Islam, Eng), 2A- (Phy, Tasawwur), 1B+ (Add Math), 1C (Biology). yeaaaaaaah. Alhamdulillah :) 

masa nak amik tu, yaAllah ! nervous dia, Allah je tau. dah laa i was the first person from my class yang amik. ibu was standing beside me. abah was outside the hall. i pinched ibu sepanjang masa. hehe sorry ibu :) then dapat je result, and dapat tahu i got 7A's, terus peluk ibu tightly. like seriously, tight gila. macam terharu and happy. i was..overwhelmed. the good one. haha. berair sikit but control control. ramai orang tengok. hahaha. then tunjuk kat abah. alaaa abah kan kerek kan. dia shake hand je. aku yang syok sendiri hug dia. dari tepi pun jadi laa. hahaha :D 

tengok senyuman abah and ibu, perasaan tu mcm haaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh tak boleh nak di describe. abah nya expectation was 5A's. tapi sekali 7, terus dia msg semua anakanda dia termasuk menantu nya. haha. terus ajak dinner malam tu gak. hehe. seronok nyaaaa ! AAA ! haha kay over excited pula aku. tapi serious ! abah tu laa yang paling susah sekali nak gi amik result anak anak dia. ni dia amik pun ni sebab takde sapa ajak dia main golf and sebab aku tuntut janji dia yang dia akan amik result spm aku je. haaa. abah, berbaloi kan ? :)

to my juniors, start belajar dari sekarang. yang form 4 tu, fokus dalam kelas. buat setiap homework yang cikgu bagi. okay ? yang form 5 tu, start buat revision dari awal tahun. jangan tunggu last minute. tak sempat. sebab you'll be busy with koko lagi. alright ? kayy, daaa~

Rabiatul Hamzah <3

Tester JPJ PMS.

Assalamualaikum :)

how are you people ? semoga dalam lindungan dan rahmat Allah, insyaAllah :) 

so im just done with my JPJ test. i passed my 3 perkara; bukit, parking and three pointer. pass dengan jayanyaaaa :D berbintang bintang, gilang gemilang ! Alhamdulillah (: at first tu macam, yaAllah ! takutnyaaaaaaaaa ! gilaaa tak takut wehhh. 2 days before test, practice laaa bukit kan. tak boleh buat tau. firstly sebab dah lama tak practice and lupa. secondly sebab kereta kancil tu handbrake tak makan tau. so macam, ishhh dah nak test ni. before test tadi, tanya laa kat Mr Pusha (my instructor), Amirul and Za'im how to do bukit kan. so dorang ajar and explain. then during the test, macam okay relax. memang mulut tak stop sebut basmalah. chill. then, hahahaha terlajak tau. excited lewwww. then kakak JPJ tu suruh reverse. aku pun lepas la break. VERY slowly. hahaha. then, okay. PERFECT! then nak turun ni. fuhhh part paling gerun. sebab once you step on the yellow line, if kereta reverse ke belakang, you straight away fail. then stable kan minyak and clutch. hit pedal minyak more. angkat clutch slowly and jalan. PERFECT! tayar tak keluarkan bunyi bising pun. memang senyum lebar laaa :D Mr Pushpa was like,

"Dia ni mesti lulus punyaaa." :D kembang jee bila dengar ayat tu. muehehe :3 then buat parking, three pointer pun smooth jeee. Alhamdulillah :D

then sambung at 145pm. alrightttt. then sambung on the road. haaaaaaaaahhhh. time tengah tunggu giliran tu macam pilih pilih tester dalam hati la. macam, err dia ni macam garang je. kay taknak taknak. dia ni pula, emm not bad laa. dia pula, uuuu~ handsome. hahaha. then dapat yang mcm okay laa. gembira dah ni. kay, masuk kereta, tunggu tester tu masuk kereta baru start. dia masuk je, aku pun start la step 'berlakon' tu. adjust seat. then nak tarik seatbelt, the tester was like, 

"sabar. saya tak suruh awak buat lagi. biar saya buat dulu. saya nak tengok awak buat tu semua."

dalam hati dah macam, hekeleh dia ni. belasah kang ! hahaha. okay buat la. then yada yada yada. the problem besar berlaku semasa di tengah jalan raya. baru half way la ni. then nak tukar gear 3 ni. kay tukar laa. tolak ke depan tengah. then tak laju. macam ehh apahal ni. then tester tu kata, tu gear 1. i was like, oh okay. then free gear, tolak kedepan tengah lagi. then mcm tetiba bunyi kuat tayar tau. macam eh kenapa ni. dah cuak dah. then tester tu kata, tu gear 5. i was like huhhhh ? apahal ni ? then tengah nak free gear tu, mcm ketat tau. mcm ehh, asal tak longgar ni. ye laa, nama pun free gear. tapi kenapa tak free tapi tight ? haa. at the same time pula, kereta tu sebenarnya berundur kebelakang. manalaaaaaaaaaaaa aku nak perasan kan weh ? tengah panic macam tu. then tester tu suruh tekan break. then tekan la. then tester tu tarik handbreak. dia keluar kereta. we switched places. yeah... that. means. fail. okay...

then otw balik tu, tanya la dia. apa saya buat salah ye ? then dia pun cakap la dengan penuh lembut dan sopan. macam ehhhhh ? boleh pun cakap baik baik. then dia explain sume. at the same time, nangis. the tester noticed. but dia nak buat macam mana pun, dia dah bagi markah dengan semangat nyaaa before tu -.-' 

so yeaaah. macam tu la cite dia. haaaah. pray for me for the second test. insyaAllah, lulus ;) May peace be upon  you.

Rabiatul Hamzah

Jar of hearts for you (;

Assalamualaikum :)

just put yourself in this situation okay. you're working as a waitress. you just came to work. you're in a good mood. very happy. then, suddenly your colleague blame you about what you did yesterday. because you did something INCORRECT. not wrong but INCORRECT. ada huge different eh kat situ. then, okay. you accept it with an open heart la. okay, aku salah. sorry for that. i didnt know and you should answer me when i asked HARITU. then, okay you get back on track. happy balik la. then you go to the toilet while there are some tables occupied by a few costumers laa. then suddenly you finds out that you got your period. like omagashhhh ada blood ! :O then you get back into the shop and get your pad and rush to the toilet again. yada yada *you know what you have to do* yada yada. then  bila masuk balik kerja, you are soooo thirsty because i havent drink since morning ni. while you drinking, suddenly you supervisor is being sarcastic. 

"pinggan tu boleh jalan sendiri ke ? meja tu boleh bersih sendiri ke ?"

then you go to clean up the tables laa sedap those pinggan takleh jalan sendiri kan. okayy.  then bila dah buat kerja tu pula, tetiba your supervisor cakap, you do this wrongly, you do that salah la, you dont do like that, you dont do like this. your supervisor doesnt even notice any good things that you do. like there's a discrimination. towards apa, you've no idea la kan. macam you je yang selalu kena blame. 

okay now, im asking you, apa yang akan kau rasa laa if this situations terjadi kat kau ? best ? sakit ? seronok ? marah ?

haaaa, here's the truth, i faced this haritu. dah la period first day, girls mesti tau la kan, perut rasa macam macam, then kena lagi perli perli salah tu salah ni. yaAllah ! Allah saja la tau betapa heart broken haritu. macam sakit gila la harini. honestly speaking, i cried. badly. alone. takde sapa pujuk. well, the didnt really know sebab dorang ingat aku mencangkung tutup muka sebab period pain. macam hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh rasa mcm nak berhenti at that time juga. macam taknak kerja situ dah. benci semua orang. macam takde sapa sayang dah, macam takde sapa care dah. yknow, that kind of feeling ? 

at the same time, i texted him. i said to him, 

"semua benda yang org buat salah. semua benda org buat tak betul. im bad kan ?"

and he just..quick. quick to notice that im not okay. i spilled my feelings to him. he called. he was sooo worried about me. he even wanted to talk to those persons who made me cry. then he hung up and said he'll call back. he texted me and i didnt reply because i continued my work. i pretended like i was okay. then when i checked my phone, he said,

"you wait there, im coming". i was shocked. macam, wehh takyah ! i was afraid yang dia akan gi confront my colleague. mcm ehh takyah laaa. benda kecik je. then dia insist. dia cakap, 

"dont worry. im coming. dah dalam bus, otw." 

after 10 minutes macam tu, dia datang dengan muka risau gila and terus tanya if im okay or not. then we walked to a restaurant and i spent my break time with him. and he made me smile and finally laugh. after break tu, masuk kerja dengan senyuman and macam tak pernah berlaku apa apa. 

if, if you're at my place, akan rasa apa ? haaa, think. he came all the way from tempat kerja dia, naik bus, then kena jalan kaki macam 1km plus plus just to calm you down. just to make sure that you're okay. just dont want you to be alone. jauhnya tempat kerja dia tu ngan my tempat kerja macam sunway to empire. haaaaaaa. or further. yeah. tell me what you guys feel if someone does this to you eh ? :)

Rabiatul Hamzah 

Assalamualaikum (:

how are youuuuu ? i hope everybody is fine, InsyaAllah :D sekarang busy sangaaaaat ! dengan kerja everyday balik malam, lesen lagi tak selesai selesai (InsyaAllah selasa ni test JPJ, PRAY FOR ME!) and then dengan wireless rosak lagi. so yeah, cannot online cannot update blog. haaaaaah, finally, dapat online :) since today cuti (ponteng sebenarnya) hehe. EH ! saya berdisiplin okayyyyy ? cuma today ada belajar memandu and habis lambat, so macam takyah gi kerja terus. hehe. okay okay, so since today cuti, dapat laa berehat kat rumah. macam hahhhhhh best nya. and then macam tetiba rasa macam nak makan luar. macam teringinnnnnnnnnnnnn sangat. ye laa, everyday aku hadap costumers. dorang order delicious food ! *promotesecretrecipe* haha. so macam, im tempted to eat something nice and tak selalu makan. so ajak laa my parents and abang makan luar. at first, semua buat dekkk je. ye laa, now kan tengah bulan. tengah nazak. duit kering gak la. and then suddenly abang nu tanya, jadi tak malam ni ? i was like, ehhh ? hahah. jadi apa lagi, MARI ! 

so we went to Murni dekat Bandar Sunway. its not too much if i say, Murni tu macam Heaven of Food. serious weh. makanan dia banyaaaaaaaaaaaak ! sedap pula tu. and tadi tengok menu macam, wow! macam nak order semua ! lepas makan, hahahaha macam fuhhhhhh ! fuhhhhhh ! hahahaha. gila ahh ! memang boleh laa gi situ lagi. berbaloi baloi wa cakap lu. hahaha. cepat, banyak, sedap, murah. haaa terbaik kan ? gooooo there ! girlfriendsssssss~ JOM ! :D TEHA ! DRIVE US THERE ! hahaa

bila dah kerja ni kan, macam dah tak menyempat nak buat apa. ye laa, cuti seminggu sekali je. pastu penat lagi. bila cuti tu, macam memang betul nak rehat and bermanja manja ngan family je laa. hahaa. bermakna la kata kata yang 'rumahku syurgaku'. aman je duduk rumah. hahaa. rasa macam waktu waktu bersama keluarga adalah waktu yang paling berharga. oh, ibu dan abah <3 hahahaha. 

okay perut kenyang, hati girang :D

Rabiatul Hamzah

Hai, Afternoon ! :)

Assalamualaikum (:

dah lama tak update blog. haih. why Rabie whyyy ? because tak tahu nak tulis apa. macam, too much to write about. and macam, alaaa ada ke orang baca pun ? haha. 

so, whats your latest news Rabie ? well well, i am now a waitress at Secret Recipe Kemuning Utama :) dah start kerja for 2 days. so far, ive learned a lot of new things yang kadang kadang rasa macam pelik but logic. contoh eh, lap permukaan kaca guna surat khabar, confirm bersinar. shocking right ? tapi berkesan. try la :D well, kat sana ada 6 orang pekerja je including me and 2 je perempuan. so sad :( dah la tak boleh naughty naughty dah. so, saya jadi pendiam. hahaha. but seriously, im not kidding you. i dont mingle around and jadi friendly. cuma when i want to learn something new, macam ada benda yang menarik and tak diajar lagi, then only i ask someone to teach me. that part is really fun ! :D macam lipat kotak, sapu icing kek, macam mana nak potong kek, pisau tu kena selalu dibersihkan ngan air panas, bungkuskan kek. fuh, seronok seronok :D

OH ! i also have to memorise nama kek. yes, nama kek. alaaa yang korang nampak display kat dalam box kaca kat kaunter tu. yeeee yang tu laa. banyak kan ? haa kena hafal. sebab if later, i work at Counter Department, costumer minta kek dari arah depan, kita dah boleh amik dari arah belakang. takde laa nak check dari arah depan. nampak sangat tak professional. haha so yeah. 

so far kerja 2 hari, dah experience banyak costumers punya ragam and perangai. ada yang pendiam, ada yang friendly, ada yang kerek. the best part, bila dapat costumer friendly. syok ! so takde laa kita menggelabah and berdebar debar kan. cam lek je. dia pun takde nak judge kita ke apa kan. if dapat yang kerek, kau siap. dia bajet macam dia kat hotel, kita kena hafal makanan yang dia order. and dia observe every movement yang kita buat. well, i usually do that. amek kau kena sebiji. haha. so lepasni, takleh kerek dah kat waiter/waitress kat kedai. alaaaaa. haha. 

esok shift tengah hari juga. dah 2 hari shift tengah hari. start at 12 and habis at 1030pm. gila en ? sebab kena buat closing. time closing ni yang 'seronok'. since im a waitress, so my job dekat floor. i mean, dekat kawasan meja makan la. mula mula lap meja and kerusi. SEMUA meja and kerusi okay ? haa. kemudian, sapu lantai. dah settle, mop. if dah selesai, takde benda nak buat dah, lap cermin. start bersihkan shop at 9pm. and selalunya habis semua around 10pm laa. then lagi setengah jam tu, duduk la kat situ. sebab pekerja memang kena balik at 1030pm. tu kira macam procedure Secret Recipe la. oh well, redha je la. cepat laa gaji ! haha. okay, esok kerja. boii !

Ps: i miss you.

Rabiatul Hamzah